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​Even if I know that I clearly shouldn’t, I can't stop myself.
 
I believe that deep down, my will to resist him is still there, buried deep under intense mind numbing arousal, but as far as I can feel, it's far from strong enough to help me break free of his hypnotic control. What makes matters so much worse is that the helplessness I feel towards my situation only seems to fuel my arousal and makes every shiver of pleasure I feel so much more intense. 

It is always so fascinating to witness how differently each of them reacts the first time they wake up and they truly realize that their minds have been corrupted to the point that they’ve lost the ability to control their own will. 

Most of them react in predictable ways, but not all. Interestingly enough, I've discovered that all of their initial reactions fall under a few select categories that include the classic stages of grief and loss.

Not surprisingly, the most popular reaction I see is Denial. For those who are not too familiar with the kink of mind control, they wake up with the firm belief that it couldn't possibly be real. Up to that moment, nothing in their lives prepared them to experience the utter loss of control my talents create in them. They simply cannot accept their new reality. After all, what self respecting young adult would believe that brainwashing or hypnosis can render them so helpless? 

Their sense of self shrinks as they repeatedly deny the reality they see before them. Of course, that feeling stays with them for a while, but as with all my little playthings, it eventually fades and crumbles as the pleasure slowly corrupts them in a different way.