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Female's Point of View - Hypnosis  We all think we are so special. I've had that thought a lot recently, but not in a bad way. I was sitting at the local coffee shop when the thought hit me again. I sipped my cup as I looked on and analyzed the people there. I did that a lot, looking at strangers and trying to figure out what type of lives they had. But today, I was thinking about how we all think we have this special secret we have that no one could possibly understand. Of course, now a days, you can find someone with your particular tastes online with a few clicks of the mouse. The internet has become a heaven for unique and special individuals. But what I'm getting at is a little different. As I looked at the sharply dressed businessman ordering his latte, I couldn't help but imagine he was some sort of sexual deviant somewhere deep inside. That maybe he liked to get dressed in a big dipper and have a dominant woman take care of him while he called her 'Mama!' That is what I finally understood thanks to the internet. We all have something… Well maybe not all of us… But in our need to be accepted and normal, we tend to hide our desires from others in the 'real world'. I smiled as I watched a shy looking girl I often saw at the library. I bet she was some kind of dominatrix in the sheets. Or maybe not… Who really knows? The point I was making to myself was that I understood that my own kink wasn't that strange or abnormal. That I was probably not so unique in my desires. I certainly found a whole bunch of like-minded people online and I've had wonderful chats and sessions with a good number of them. But here in the real world… I never told a soul. Why would I? Fear of rejection for one… To be judged… Laughed at… I sighed as I thought of a million reasons why I would probably never be able to indulge my kinks. Not for real anyway… Maybe as a form of play with an open-minded boyfriend. Once or twice… How would I even find such a man? I smiled again. There was Josh… Josh was a psy major that I became friends with during my college years. He had an incredible mind and a body I could certainly enjoy. But in those days, he was going out with his high-school sweetheart and I was never the one to break up a good thing. Our friendship evolved and we became rather close. Up until we went our separate ways after graduation. We kept in touch of course, but he lived 2 cities over and was working hard to open his own psychiatric practice. From what I knew, he was certainly talented enough, but the market wasn't keen on young graduates opening their own practices. Or so he told me in our last correspondence. Which brings me to today and the reason I was in the coffee shop. He was in town! I couldn't wait to meet him and catch up. As if on cue, I watched him come into the shop and search the crowd. I waved at him and he smiled. God… Did he actually get MORE handsome? He looked so confident as he motioned that he saw me. He signed that he was grabbing a cup before he came to sit with me. I nodded. The great thing about Josh was that there was never any sort of pressure or worries between us. I knew that the moment he sat down, it would be just like we had seen each other yesterday. No judgments. No 'why didn't you call me earlier' or anything as dramatic. I watched his frame and I noticed he had gotten into shape. He was probably working out now. He had broad and square shoulders and his back narrowed down to a slim waist. His shirt was doing a bad job of hiding his muscles. Which I was thoroughly appreciating. He grabbed his order and came to join me. We hugged before he sat down. "I can't believe it has been 3 years! How have you been Myra?" he said with a warm smile. "Busy little bee as always!" I said. "You know me, I always seem to have something to do!" "You mean you always make a point to STAY busy! You haven't changed." "I know! What about you? How is your practice doing? Your last email was what… a few months ago? You said you were still having trouble finding a decent client pool." "Yeah… The town has a lot of competition, so to speak…" "I'm sure that once you find a few good clients, word of mouth will do the rest!" "I know… Just can't seem to find them!" "I'm sorry to hear that…" "But I have a plan I'm already working on." "Oh?" I asked as I sipped my coffee. "What is it?" "I plan to move to a new town and open a different type of practice. I'll still aim to get regular clients of course, but I figured I needed a specialty." "And what would you specialize in?" "Hypnotherapy." he simply said. A cold shiver ran down my spine as I tried not to react. When I didn't answer, he pressed on. "We studied hypnosis back in college, but I didn't concentrate on it too much. I thought I would get back to it later in my career. You know, as a tool to boost my practice. But… I was studying the surrounding cities and I noticed that not many offer it. I was thinking of grabbing that niche of the market for myself. Build from there..." "So… You've been studying hypnosis again?" I said as I tried to force my voice to stay normal. I still remember when he had casually mentioned he had to study hypnosis for one of his classes. "Sure! I had a lot of material from my college studies and I now have access to a lot more as a therapist. I've been working on my skills for the last few months in preparation for the big move." I was looking at him as if I was seeing him for the first time. My mind was going a mile a minute with simulations and fantasies. Without knowing it, he had pressed a spot deep down in my mind. Hypnosis… My own little 'unique' secret… I had always had a fetish for mind control. Ever since I was a young girl I saw characters in movies or shows get hypnotized. It captivated my impressionable mind. They looked so peaceful and happy while they were under the influence. It didn't take too long to discover that I had a real kink for it as I became a young woman. I tended to be rather submissive in my relationships. Which made most of my boyfriends rather happy. I also found a special kind of satisfaction when I gave pleasure to others. Truth be told, I always thought of it as a by-product of my desire to be controlled. Played with… Helpless… Part of me was a little ashamed of it. Especially when I was still discovering myself. I felt like it was wrong for me to want it. To willingly desire someone to mess with my mind and make me their little sex puppet. But I couldn't deny how aroused it made me feel. So I guess I submitted to my exes as much as I could, without letting on that I wanted so much more. It always worked on some level. But it always left me wanting more… Inside my mind, my darker self was licking her lips. Almost yelling at me to go for it. I had already fantasized about Josh hypnotizing me. The image stuck in my mind and it never really went away. I imagined he would hypnotize me to be his little love slave. On the side… At his beck and call to fulfill desires Cindy didn't like to do. I felt so bad for masturbating to that thought. Josh was a nice guy and I didn't want him to break up with Cindy. But anything goes in a fantasy right? Regardless of the past, my inner demon was rattling in her imaginary cage, trying to make me ask him. She was a little too eager… She only saw a cute man that was actually learning to hypnotize people! A close friend too… I could trust him, she reasoned. But he had a fiancee… Cindy… His high-school sweet heart… I couldn't put myself in that situation. It would be so frustrating! But then again… I longed to feel the bliss of a trance. To let go… I had never indulged in the real world and I role played a little online with a few of my freaky friends, but it was never real. Just fun to imagine it was. But he would probably be able to do it to me for real… Would I really consider it? Being hypnotized by him while knowing I couldn't indulge my darker fantasies? It would be a huge tease… "Sorry… I spaced out there… What were you saying about your new practice?" I said. "Hahaha" he laughed. "I was saying that I had another reasons to want to move, but that's not important. What is important is that I think I studied it long enough and I need to practice to hone my skills." My heart was beating fast. Practice? I could almost hear my darker self yelling at me, threatening to break through. I certainly wouldn't get a better opportunity to experience hypnosis. Was I ready to indulge? What if he actually DID manage to hypnotize me? Make me fall into that sweet trance… What if he asked me about my dark secrets? Would he find out about my kink for hypnosis? What would he think about it? "Earth to Myra…" he said with a smile. "Right! Sorry! I had a long day at work yesterday…" I lied. "Anyway… I was just saying…" he started to say before his phone beeped. He looked at the screen and frowned. I could even see pain in his eyes. "Is everything alright?" I asked concerned. He sighed and put his phone away, looking out the window for a moment. "Damn her…" "Her?" I asked, but he didn't answer and just looked out the window. He looked really troubled. What was happening? He always was such a happy go lucky guy, always smiling. He never seemed to have a worry in the world and I admired that about him. I had rarely seen him so pained and concerned. Even when he had his big finals coming up! What should I do? Choice 1 A - Myra asks about the other reason behind his move and if it is linked to the text he just received. B – Myra changes the subject by asking about Cindy and how she is doing. C- Myra ignores his face and asks about just how he plans to get hypnosis practice without any patients. Choice... Chosen by my helpful follower... Is A! "Earth to Josh…" I said with a smile. He turned to me and smiled, but I still saw a little pain in his eyes. "Sorry about that…" he said. "It's ok…" I said. "You were saying you had other reasons for moving, other than to get a fresh start. What was the other reason?" He looked at me and I wasn't sure if I didn't make a mistake. His face was UNreadable for a moment. "Like I said… It's not important…" he said as he looked at his cup. "But since you asked… I started to practice hypnosis on Cindy. You know… To get a feel for how it was actually done. I was a miserable failure at first, but Cindy was a good sport and supported me until I actually managed to make her go under." "That's great of her!" I said. I was trying to keep a straight face, but my mind couldn't help but imagine the tall brunette falling over in a trance. I could just picture her blank stare… Why was I torturing myself? I moved my legs a little and I instantly felt how aroused I was getting. "It was…" he said looking back at his cup. "And we were doing so great! Every few days I would spend a few hours with Cindy to hone my skills and explore her psyche. We even managed to dispel some of her deep rooted fears. I felt I was making real progress." "So why the long face?" "Because you don't know about Charlene…" "Who's Charlene?" "A friend I made over there… Anyway… She always had a huge crush on me and kept flirting, even though I was clear that I was not going to indulge anything with her." "Damn…" I said. As much at myself for hoping I had some sort of chance with him and for the situation he was in. "You don't know the half of it… Anyway… When she wasn't flirting, she was a lot of fun to be around. Cindy and her got along great. They became such close friends that they started to go out just the 2 of them. To blow off steam far from the male gender." "Male gender?" I asked, almost laughing. "Charlene's words mind you…" he said with a smile of his own. "So of course, she learned that I was hypnotizing Cindy. And that's when she did it." "Did what?" "Injected doubt." "Doubt? About what?" "About Cindy…" he said with the same pained look. "Do I dare ask?" I said. "You may…" he said looking out the window again and took a deep breath. "Charlene started to insinuate that maybe Cindy wasn't all that faithful." "Cindy? REALLY?" I asked surprised. Cindy was not a person I would figure for a cheater. She was so sweet and innocent! "Really…" he said. "I was sure Charlene was mistaken, but every so often, she would let odd things slip into our conversations. Like places I thought Cindy was when she actually wasn't. I knew she was just trying to mess with my head and possibly make me confront Cindy. You know… Have a big fight… Leave all pissed… Maybe she hoped I would go knocking on her door…" "Well she was certainly obsessed with you! But you are above all that. You wouldn't let someone like her manipulate you right?" He looked back to his cup and played with the rim of it. He wasn't telling me the whole story. "Don't tell me you confronted her and fought!" "In a way…" he said. "I asked her if she had any big secrets she kept from me." "Which leads to a fight?" "Not exactly…" he said as he looked up at me. "I asked her while she was in a trance. So she couldn't lie to me." "Oh god…" I said as I saw his eyes. He looked so sad. "You don't have to talk about it if you don't want to." "No it's fine…" he said with a wave of the hand. "She said yes… At first I hoped it was only something minor… Like a hidden kink or that she killed her goldfish… I couldn't believe that my Cindy would ever be unfaithful... But she admitted that she had slept around…" "Fuck…" I said, truly sad for him. "I was so mad… I made her tell me everything. She wasn't fucking around anymore, but she had done so in college. A few times… She told me it was all to explore and get it out of her system. So that she could be all mine once we left campus life. And that's exactly what she did. She stopped sleeping around after we moved to the city." "That's… Awful…" I whispered. "I was so mad… Sad… Furious… I just had to know everything… So I sat there as she told me about every guy… There were a few… 7 in total… She told me all about her romps… I was devastated." "I can imagine! Why would you put yourself through that?" "Because I needed to know! Anyway… I couldn't bring myself to see her in the same way. Like she had changed. Classic really…" "Geez Josh… I'm so mad she did that to you…" "Everything would have been fine if I hadn't asked. She has been faithful ever since the move and did exactly like she planned… And in truth… I was almost ready to forgive her… But then I thought about Charlene…" "Why her?" He looked up at me with a sad smile. "How did she even know?" he said. "She wasn't part of our lives back in college. I realized they had talked. About her other guys… Girl to girl… I figure it was probably some manipulation on Charlene's part, but Cindy opened up and told her." "And Charlene saw it as the perfect opportunity… What a bitch!" I said. "She had a clear goal and had the means to do it. It was Cindy that betrayed me… Twice!" "I'm really sorry about it all… I really am…" I said. I did feel sorry. But in the back of my mind… I was almost grateful… I felt bad for being happy about his misfortune, but if he wasn't with Cindy anymore… "Don't be. I've sort of grown from it." he said as he smiled. "Well… After a few gallons of bourbon of course." he said as he chuckled. "So you are moving out of town… I get it… You are trying to distance yourself from Cindy. Right?" "And Charlene..." he said. "She keeps asking for another date, but I'm done with her." My eyes grew wide. Date? "Don't tell me her plan worked!" "In a way…" he said with a weird smile. "Things got a little… Heated… When I went to confront her about Cindy's sleeping around. I was pissed. I wasn't thinking very clearly at the time. We ended up fucking like mad rabbits. I guess I'm human after all." "I'm kinda pissed that bitch got what she wanted in the end! All at your expense!" "Oh she got what was coming to her…" he said cryptically. "How so?" "I kind of hypnotized her the next morning…" "WHAT??!?!?!" I said, a little too loudly. "Yeah… I lied and told her it was part of my sexual kink. Something I did with Cindy… So she went for it. Once I had a foothold in her mind… I hypnotized her again and again over the next few days… Let's just say we discovered a hidden part of herself that she just feels compelled to explore…" "My god Josh… What did you make her do?" I said, but my heart was racing. "Nothing she wasn't ready to try on her own… I just… Moved things along… Anyway… That bitch had it coming for planting such doubt in my head." Oh god… What did he discover? What was he making her do? Just thinking about him manipulating her mind to get even like that… I tried to keep calm and move the conversation along. "So… the text was her?" "No… It was Cindy… She is trying to apologize and find a way to get me to come back to her." "So she knows that… Huh… You know?" "Yes! Can you believe that she was pissed I used her trust in me to question her? Like I was the one to betray our trust." "That's messed up…" I said as I sipped my cold coffee. So he was able to use hypnosis other than in a clinical way… That was the only thing my mind remembered from Charlene's side of the story. My horny mind grabbed on to that information and ran with it. Josh was certainly open to using hypnosis in other ways… And was my inner horny self dreaming? Or did I see a satisfied smile when he told me about Charlene's fate? He almost looked… Happy! "Isn't it?" he said as he looked at his mug. "I can never go back to her… I just can't! Maybe if she had truly kept it a secret… From everyone… But it was like she was bragging to Charlene about it… That hurt too much for me to ever forgive her. That said… I don't wish her harm or anything… So when she texts me like that… It just messes with my head and makes me pissed. You know?" "I know…" I said. "So… Was she a good fuck at least? Charlene I mean…" "hahaha… She was… But I didn't really enjoy it as much as I should have… You know… Considering the circumstances. It was angry… Brutal… She was all for it… She WANTED me to take it out on her. I tell you, she is one messed up girl! But in the end… It worked out for the best." "How so?" "I'm free now…" he said as he lifted his hand in the air in an open gesture. "Free to explore all the beauties of this world!!!" he said with a kid-like flourish in his speech. He made a sort of epic face that almost made me spit out my drink! My god he could be so corny when he wanted to! "So what? You are going to fuck your way to recovery?" I asked, laughing. "Hahaha!" he laughed. "Nothing so dramatic! But I've decided to keep things simple now. I'm steering clear of heavy relationships for a while." "You’re a handsome guy, I'm sure the ladies will be throwing themselves at you!" I said, secretly hoping I would get my turn. "You think so? HA! Time will tell…" he said as he drained his cup. He excused himself to go to the bathroom. I watched him go and I clearly saw a skip in his step. As bad as it all was for him, he looked better for it. Maybe it wasn't such a bad idea to try my luck… I bit my lip as I tried to control my excitement. Was I really going to ask him to hypnotize me? I went through a sort of list of why I shouldn't. I usually find a million reasons to refrain from indulging, but as I thought about it, I couldn't seem to find anything wrong with asking him to practice on me. The only thing I did tell myself was to take things slow. Unless he wanted to go faster… I shook my head to dispel my naughty thoughts. I didn't even know if he was planning on moving to this particular city. Not for sure anyway… I watched him come back to the table and almost pouted when I saw he hadn't gotten a refill. "Are you leaving?" I asked sweetly. "Well… It's been great catching up, but I need to go shopping for a place to start my practice. There are a few good offices nearby and I was hoping to catch a deal on one of them." "You…" I said, suddenly stunned. "You are moving to THIS town?" "Hoping to… Or the next town over… They seem to have the least hypnotherapists and present the best opportunities for my new practice." Oh god… This would make things so much easier… Or dangerous… If you asked my good and proper self, it would be bad to have such temptation close by. But if you asked my inner… Darker self… He was here… Planning to move close to where I lived… Single… Handsome… I felt the cage inside my mind break open and I experienced a rush that ended with a warm tingle in my pussy. I had always been so careful about my little secret. Never letting myself show any signs I was aroused by it. I could always get a grip on my inner demon and push it down. But this opportunity was just too good to pass up. Or so my horny devil kept telling me… Ok then Myra. You can do it. Just ask him… Choice 2 A – She asks him if he wants company on his errand. Hoping to use the extended time to gather her courage and ask him to practice hypnosis on her. B – She asks him if he plans to stay in town for the night, hoping to get drinks with him later on in the evening and see where that will lead. C – She gathers up her courage immediately and asks him if he has other people to practice his hypnosis on. Or if Cindy and Charlene were the only ones. Choice... Chosen by my helpful follower... Is C! "Speaking of opportunities…" I said as I looked down at my mug. "Since you won't be seeing Cindy or Charlene again…" I paused, debating if I was really about to ask him to hypnotize me. But if I paused too long… It would look suspicious. My heart was pounding again as I thought about what I was about to ask. Nothing ventured, nothing gained I guess… "Yes?" he said before I could continue. "I was just wondering if you had any substitutes." I said, trying to hide my excitement. "Substitutes?" he asked, clearly puzzled. "I meant… You know… People you practice and hone your hypnosis skills on." "OH!" he said. "Actually… No. I haven't. Didn't even think to replace them yet. Not since this all happened." "Why not? Did you get THAT good THAT quickly?" I asked, smiling. "Hahaha!" he laughed. "Well yes and no… I mean… I discovered I have a knack for it. I think I do anyway. I do admit I'm not confident enough to actually start taking patients." he said as he looked at me. Then he smiled. "Are you asking because you want to volunteer?" "Maybe…" I said as I felt my cheeks burn up with embarrassment. Oh god… PLEASE make it so he doesn't notice! "Well… I do like the idea…" he said thoughtfully. "The whole reason I started with Cindy was to have someone I knew and trusted. You know… So they gave me real feedback on how it felt. How well it was working… If it felt strange at all… She always gave me loads of comments on our sessions." "So it wouldn't all be fun and games then?" I said with a smile. He chuckled. "No… I'm afraid not. Well, not entirely at any rate. I mean, I DO have to get better if I ever want to charge clients for it. Trying to hypnotize different people was my plan, eventually… Not every technique works for everyone. What worked for Cindy might not work for you. So I may have to try different things. Work things out… That part might get a little clinical." "I understand… I could do that. I'm not sure what you'll need from me, but I'm game to if it means helping you." "It really would…" he said as he looked at me. "But don't worry, it doesn't always have to be up tight and heavy, we can have a little fun to" "Well… Whatever it takes right?" I said with the biggest smile. Maybe he would try to make things interesting. "You seem really happy to let me hypnotize you…" he commented. Oh god… Did he already suspect? No… He couldn't… I mean… Who would jump to that conclusion? What other reason would be normal? Or did he just think I was flirting with him? "I… hahaha…" I laughed. "You got me!" I said as I put my hands in the air, trying to hide my nervousness. "Oh?" "Yeah… I always thought it would be cool to be hypnotized. It always intrigued me… But I'm such a good girl that I never had a reason to seek out that type of therapy." "There are always those hypnotist shows… You could have tried then!" "WHAT?!?! NO!!! I would never… I mean… Sure I thought about it… But I'm way too shy to let myself go on stage to do all sorts of funky stuff!" It was true that I HAD thought of it. I even watched more than my share, but not for the entertainment quality of the show. It got me so hot to watch people fall in their trance. I was way too shy to let some stranger hypnotize me and play with me like that. What if I got too aroused during the show? No… I had to trust the hypnotist if I was to ever indulge. And I trusted Josh. "Like cluck like a chicken in front of everybody?" he said smiling. "I hope that is not what you want to practice." I said as I saw him shrug. "Joshua Alexander Smith!" I said in my strong voice. "If by fun you were thinking about making me act like a damn chicken! You can forget it! If I'm going to help you, it better be for real and not just to make fun of me!" He burst out laughing at my fake outrage. I was partly serious, I really didn't want him to take advantage of me. Not like that anyway… I smiled and laughed with him. "Deal then! No chicken shit!" he said. "It shouldn't be a problem. It's not the kind of practice I was planning on having. I want to help people you know! Not to make fun of them." "Right…" I said, still smiling. "Although… A little fun is ok…" I admitted. He didn't say anything and just smiled. "Anyway… I should be back in town in a few days to check out more spaces. I'll text you the dates and just let me know when you would be free for a session." "I guess that means we are going to do it at my place?" I asked. "If that's ok. I don't have a space yet and to be honest, a comfortable and safe environment is required for the subject to feel relaxed enough for hypnosis to work." "My place it is then!" I got up and we hugged. I immediately noticed how firm his body was. Which didn't help the growing arousal I was feeling. I watched him go out of the shop and I couldn't help but imagine him taking control of me… Ravaging me in my living room… Would he want to? I guess he was open to a few dalliances if he fucked Charlene so soon after Cindy. I got out of the shop as I tried to picture what kind of lover he would be. COULD be I mentally corrected… I spent that evening diving deep into my fantasies. Imagining he had already hypnotized me while we talked in the coffee shop… With his smooth voice and confident demeanor… Lulling me into some wakeful trance… Implanting thoughts of us fucking… Making me want to masturbate as I got home… Thinking of him… Which I did. I knew it was only fantasy, like all the other times in my life, but what if he really could hypnotize me? The possibility sent me over the edge… I was gripped with anxious anticipation for the next few days. Even worried… What if he changed his mind? What if I didn't want to go through with it? After all… I was about to indulge something I was dreaming of for years. What if he discovered I was aroused by it? Would he find that weird and stop it? Or would he like it? All those doubts and questions affected my job performance a little and my boss told me I seemed distracted. I told him I was just nursing a bad cold but I was on top of it and promised to make it up to him. When I saw his weird smile, I realized how it sounded and I just smiled with my cheeks burning red. It may have been just my over active imagination, but it seems that I was always making erotic connections. Saying things that could be taken as sexual. I never considered myself a tease, but ever since our meeting, I found that I had sex on the brain. I guess it showed through in my daily actions. It took 3 whole days before Josh finally texted me. I was eager and scared all the same time. I replied that the following Friday would be a perfect time for me and we made it a date. Of sorts… I was so excited! I still had 2 full days to work before Friday came around. I made a point to try and stay concentrated on my work, but I kept thinking about what could happen on Friday night. What would happen? I wondered… Was I even a good subject for hypnosis? I had read plenty over the years and I knew that not everyone could be hypnotized. Some are more prone than others. I wondered which I would be. What if I couldn't be hypnotized? That somehow, my eagerness to be in a trance would prevent me from reaching it. I was so scared he wouldn't be able to hypnotize me… When I went to work on Friday morning, I had butterflies in my stomach. One minute I was getting incredibly turned on, then the next I was freaking out. Like I was about to jump out of a plane with a parachute while thinking : 'Will it open?'. Yet being so excited to feel the rush of the fall… I noticed my boss' stern frown as I finally left at the end of the day. My mind wasn't on my job and it showed in my performance. I told myself I could always put in extra hours to get everything done. If my boss wanted me too of course. I didn't mind the extra work. Josh said he would arrive some time after supper, which left me plenty of time to tidy up my place and eat. I had offered him to dine with me, but he said he had a meeting around 6 O'clock and he didn't want to make me starve while I waited for him. I didn't push the issue. Maybe he will accept my offer for the next session… Everything was done and clean. I was happy with my place and now the only thing that was left was to take care of me. I went and took a long shower to try and relax my nervous tension. The warm water worked wonders and my mind drifted to a relaxed place. I couldn't help it. Just thinking that tonight I would finally experience the fall… Hopefully… My hands had a mind of their own as I imagined I had some sort of post hypnotic trigger that turned me on whenever I was in a shower… Making me want to touch myself… Like I was helpless to do it… Compelled… I briefly wondered if I would get comfortable enough with Josh to ask him to implant such things… God that would be hot… Would I dare? Maybe after a few sessions… My body went wild as the orgasm hit me. I had trouble staying on my trembling legs, but I finally caught my breath and calmed down. Or tried to… I was still so horny… I wrapped a towel around my body and went to my room. I opened up my closet and looked at my clothes. What should I wear? He said I should feel comfortable. I looked at my yoga pants and thought they would make a good choice. Comfortable, yet tightly fitting to show off my legs. But then again… Maybe a simple pair of shorts would also work. What about my underwear? Did I dare hope he would take control and make me strip? No… Josh wasn't like that. Was he? He did anger fuck Charlene… Which was way more impulsive of him than I ever knew him to be. Did he change? I smiled… I could certainly help heal his sorrow by making sure he was fully distracted… He DID say he wasn't looking for anything serious. I wasn't either. I couldn’t see myself settling down with anyone right now. After my last boyfriend, I decided it was time to have some fun of my own. I've had a few fuck friends in the last months and I had to admit, I enjoyed it a lot. Part of me hoped Josh would be open to the idea. I could certainly convince him if he let me… I shook my head. Thinking about hypnosis and Josh's muscular body wasn't helping my current dilemma. Should I wear an outfit to excite and tease him? Would that be too obvious? Or should I stay conservative? Decisions… Decisions… Choice 3 A – Myra decides to wear the yoga pants with a comfortable tank top. She puts on a nice matching set of underwear that is far from everyday wear, but is not overly screaming that they are for a special occasion. B – Myra decides to wear baggy shorts, the kind she wears when she cuddles up on a Sunday morning in bed. She puts on a t-shirt that is very comfortable and slightly tight fitting. Her matching underwear is clean, but nothing fancy. She doesn't believe things will escalate during the session. C- Myra decides to wear a skirt which always helps to show off her ass. The skirt goes with a matching blouse that tightly fits her torso. She wears this outfit to go out in clubs and has had a lot of luck with the guys in it. She feels sexy and confident. She smiles as she grabs her sexiest bra and the matching thong as she thinks : 'At least he'll get a nice eye full if he decides to be naughty…' Choice... Chosen by my helpful follower... Is A! Better play things safe, but not too safe… I grabbed one of my better pairs of underwear, ones I usually wore on special dates, and decided to stay with my original idea of putting on my yoga pants. I knew they gave me a killer ass, but they were still very comfortable. I grabbed a plain white tank top and went to look at myself in the mirror. I smiled. I looked cute. Not overly sexy, but I was confident that if he had a slightly wandering eye, he would get intrigued by my figure. After all, he wasn't the only one working out! I looked a lot better than I did in college. Or I thought so anyway… I twirled around and couldn't help but feel horny again. Was it too much? Or not enough? I was wondering what he would think of me if he decided to make me strip… I mean… Would he assume that I always wore such fancy underwear? Or would he think I put them on especially for him? Either way was fine with me. In both cases, he would be thinking of me in my underwear… When I heard the buzzer, my heart skipped a beat. I went to the door to buzz him in and I turned to check my apartment one last time. Good. Everything was spotless. I heard a soft knock on my door and opened it to let Josh inside. "HI!" I said as I hugged him. "Happy you could make it!" "Me too!" he said as he took his shoes off. "Wow… Nice pad you got here." "Thanks…" I said. "Did you find your space yet?" We moved to the living room as he answered. "Not per say… A few good candidates, so to speak… But I'm still waiting to visit this really sweet spot I think would be incredible. The price is a little high… But I hope I can negotiate it down to what I can afford." "That's great news! I'm sure you'll be able to sway them to your way of thinking…" We talked a little about everything except hypnosis, taking the time to get comfortable in the living room. I opened a bottle of wine and poured us a glass. What better way to relax after a long day right?We talked and sipped away. All the while, my heart was beating hard in my chest. Should I push things along? Was I really ready? Would it even work? I was so nervous! I tried to relax, but it was hard. My eyes kept wandering down to his chest and broad shoulders. "Ok Myra! I guess it's time to get down to business. Are you still game to let me hypnotize you?" I was still a little scared of actually going through with it, but I took a deep breath to calm myself. I would probably never get such a golden opportunity anyway. "Definitely! So what should I do?" "Great! OK!" he said, all excited. "The main thing about hypnosis is to be relaxed and trust in the person that is aiming to hypnotize you. So tell me Myra, do you trust me?" "Of course I do! I wouldn't have invited you otherwise." "Very good… Now the other thing is for you to aim for a relaxed state. There are many things we can do to get you there. The first thing I'll do is dim the lights a little so you don't get too distracted. While I do that, I want you to choose something to concentrate on. So far, I've tried the classic pocket watch, but it can be almost anything. A candle… A Metronome… A pendant…" "How corny can you get?" I said teasing him. "Exactly my point!" he said as he got up. "Just think about something that won't make you laugh. Something relaxing to look at…" I watched him go around the room and turn on the small lamps I had. A pocket watch? Hmmm… That sounded corny… I had watched so many videos and read so many erotic stories. They all excited me. Spirals… Jewels… Static on a television… I didn't really care which he used, as long as it worked. "So? What is your pleasure?" he asked as he sat back down. My inner lustful self wanted to shout: 'For you to hypnotize me and fuck my brains out!'. But I managed to reel her in and stay calm. On the outside anyway… "I don't really care… But you may have a point about the pocket watch and all that… So why don't we try the candle? I think it will definitely make me more relaxed. Can it be scented? Or does it have to be just a plain old regular candle?" "It can be either, whatever you find relaxing." I nodded and went to my room. I had bought a few nice smelling candles the last time I went shopping. I chose one that smelled like lavender and other nice flowers. As I took in its aroma, I couldn't help but feel my heart start to race. This was it! He was going to hypnotize me! I took a few calming breaths before I went back to the living room and placed it on the coffee table. He was looking at a notebook as I put the match box next to the candle. "Is that so you can write down all my secrets?" I asked as I sat down. "Something like that! They are my notes on my sessions so far. And yes, I will be taking notes on our sessions, if that's ok." "Hey, I'm the one that offered to help you. Whatever you need. They are private though right?" "Of course! So before we begin, I just want to ask a few questions." "Shoot!" I said. "First off, were you telling the truth when you said that this will be your first experience with hypnosis?" "Yes." I lied. All those online hypnotic-dates certainly didn't count. Besides… How was I to tell him I had tried to indulge in my hypnosis fetish online? No… He wanted to know if I had seen a real life hypnotist and I never did. "Ok…" he said as he took a note. "If this is successful and I do manage to hypnotize you, what would be an issue you would like me to work on?" "An issue?" I asked. I didn't really have issues… I was accepting to be hypnotized. Not psycho-analyzed. I only wanted to feel the fall… The loss of control… I wanted to feel controlled and horny all over… I wanted him to make me do things… Anything… Especially sexual things… "I'm not really sure… I mean… I do great at work… I don't smoke and only drink socially… I don't think I'm an anxious person… My stress level is pretty low… Why would you need to work on something? Can't you just practice the induction without all that heavy stuff?" "I could… But I think I'm getting good at that. What I would like to practice is how to navigate the subconscious. Really root around in someone's mind to find the core problems that make their lives so stressful and hard. You know… So I can help them make it better." "I see… Well I'm perfectly happy with my life as it is!" I lied. I wanted to experience more. Indulge my kinks and experience new things. But I couldn't very well say that to him! "Really…" he said thinking. "Ok then… Maybe I could practice something similar… Yeah… Post hypnotic suggestions can be a powerful tool to help curb certain desires or bad habits like smoking. If you agree, I could practice that." I had a million different erotic things pass through my brain as I imagined him implanting delicious triggers in my docile mind… "I'm game to try that." I said before lifting up my finger. "BUT! No chicken nonsense!" "Hahahaha!" he laughed. "No! I promise!" As I watched him laugh, I had a sudden urge to flirt with him. Just a little… Josh was way too much of a gentleman to really take advantage of this situation. Even if I did hope beyond hope that he would. Not with me anyway… He had messed around with that Charlene chick… What the hell? Maybe I could give him an opening… Just to see how he reacts… "All depending if you can actually pull it off and hypnotize me off course." I teased. "Of course… But I'm pretty confident." he said. "Right." I said as I smiled. "Why not make things interesting then?" "What do you mean?" "Well… Since you want to practice implanting post hypnotic stuff… Why don't we make a game out of it?" "A game?" he asked, puzzled. "What type of game?" "Well… Let's say you manage to hypnotize me…" "Don't worry so much… It will work." "Let's hope so…" I said to myself, but I realized I had said it way too loud! "For your sake of course!" I added with a smile. "What did you have in mind?" "Well the first step would be to see if you actually COULD implant a trigger and make me forget about it. That would be a good test for you right?" "Right." "Since I hopefully won't remember what it is, why don't I try to figure out what the trigger is before our next session?" "I see… Yeah… That could make things less boring for you. It would certainly be good practice for me… To find ways to implant things so they work seamlessly with your everyday life… I like it." "Perfect!" "It's hardly a game though…" he said with a smile. "Oh? I thought it would be fun…" I said. "It will… I really like your idea. But what if we play this like a bet. You get something if you manage to figure out the trigger and its effects, and I get something if you can't." "Wow… That would certainly make things interesting…" I said. "Did you have something in mind?" "Maybe…" he said cryptically. "But I'm curious to know what you would want as a reward for figuring out the trigger." "Really?" I said smiling. "This is getting exciting!" "Not too exciting now…" he said as he took the box of matches. "You need to relax first if the game is to be played at all. You need to be completely relaxed if I'm to hypnotize you!" He took out a match and struck it. I watched it explode to life as he gently lowered the flame to the candle. My mind was racing… This was a perfect opportunity! I was so glad he took the hint and liked my game idea! I felt myself getting wet at the prospect. I could imagine his dirty little mind thinking up kinky triggers for me… Calm down Myra… One step at a time… So what DID I want as a reward? This could get naughty pretty fast if he was into me. I bit my lip as I thought… Choice 4 A – Myra wants to be able to ask a serious and intimate question to Josh. Something he can't refuse or lie about. She wanted to be able to ask him about anything. If he was going to swim around in her head, she wanted to be able to do the same. It was only fair. B – Myra thinks that she can ask for an additional trigger to help her out in her day to day life. Like a sort of memory aid for her job. She thinks about starting things slow and asking for more erotic ones as they do more and more sessions. C - Myra reverses the tables and looks Josh in the eyes. Instead of offering an idea to reward her, she offers him a reward if he can manage to trick her. She offers him to implant whatever he wants as a reward. Making sure her smoldering eyes convey the erotic intention behind her offer. Choice... Chosen by my helpful follower... Is C! As I watched him light the candle, I couldn't help but wonder what he was thinking about. He was certainly clear about his need to practice, but somehow… I felt he was open to more... He blew on the match and smiled at me. I had so many naughty thoughts swimming in my mind. I could almost feel how moist my crotch was getting. "Well…" I said as I bowed my head just a little. "Since this is all about you honing your skills… We should really decide what you get. Especially if you get skillful enough to prevent me from discovering what the trigger is." "Oh really?" he asked intrigued. "Really…" I said as I bit my lip. I was getting aroused just thinking of what I was about to offer him. Somehow, I felt like I had no control over my actions. As if my inner sinful self had taken control of and was making me say things. Making me think about erotic things I would love him to do to me… "If you can implant something in my mind… A trigger or behavior or whatever…" I said as my finger traced the armrest of my chair. "And I can't discover what it is by the time we meet up again for another session..." "Yes?" he said as he noticed my change in demeanor. "If that happens… I'll let you implant an additional trigger… Or post hypnotic suggestion… Whatever you want…" I couldn't believe I was flirting so much! And we didn't even know if he could hypnotize me yet! As I looked at him, I clearly saw how intrigued he was by my proposal. And was I dreaming? Or did his eyes wander down my body? "Anything?" "Anything you want…" I confirmed. "Would that motivate you to succeed?" "Oh I think it will…" God this was making me horny! I hoped that the look he was giving me was a good indication that he was thinking about sexual stuff. I sure was! "But…" he said. "What if you succeed? It hardly seems fair otherwise. You need to be as motivated as me if this test is to mean anything." "Right…" I said. "Since you'll be trying to make me do things… Presumably anyway… Why don't I get the right to ask a truth or dare question? And I choose whichever one I wish. If I choose truth, you need to be honest and answer ANYTHING I ask. And if I feel like making you do a dare… You can't refuse the task I ask of you. Does that seem fair to you?" "I do believe it does!" he said. "Ok then… Seems we have a deal… Are you ready to begin?" Oh god… YES! "Go for it. Let's see if you can get me under." "Ok. I want you to put your glass down and get up." "What?" "Just trust me…" he said and I did as he asked. "You need to relax and break all this energy you are feeling." Fat chance of that happening… "Close your eyes." I did. "Now take in a long slow breath… Very good… Now I want you to stretch yourself as if you just woke up." "What?" I asked. I didn't know why he was making me do this. All the videos I had seen about hypnosis never had this bit. They just went to the induction part. Where was he going with this? But I did like he asked anyway. I stretched myself and felt the familiar heat along my muscles. It was pleasant… Comforting… "Excellent… Now take as many long slow breaths as you need and just relax…" he said in a soft voice. And I did. I breathed in slowly and held it for a few seconds before letting out. I did it a few times and even stretched a few more times. I didn't hear him move, but I felt his hand on my shoulder as he spoke. "Very good Myra… Without opening your eyes, I want you to sit back down… You can trust me… I'll make sure you sit down nice and comfortably on the lazy chair behind you…" I felt his hand gently guide me back and sat down on the chair again, right where I needed to be. "There… Perfect… Now Myra… I want you to keep breathing and relaxing like you are doing… Just let your body sink in the soft cushions… In and out… Let the air fill your lungs and chase away all the energy as you push it out of yourself…" he said. His voice was smooth… Soft… He had certainly mastered that part of trying to induce a trance. I felt his hand leave my shoulder and I registered that he was moving around the room, but I pushed it out of my mind as I concentrated on what he wanted me to do. God I wanted this to work! What if it didn't? I was starting to worry and my breathing accelerated. No… I needed to breathe slowly if I wanted it to work. Like he suggested, I breathed in and imagined that all my excess energy and anxious anticipation was going back out as I exhaled. Just calm yourself Myra… Don't fuck it up by thinking you'll fuck it up! Just let it happen… So I concentrated on my breathing. In and out… I didn't count them or anything, but I could smell the sweet aroma from the candle as it filled the room. It certainly was pleasant… I tried to push everything out. All except that aroma and my breathing… "There we are… Very good Myra… Just breathe in and out… Relax… Everything will be perfect… You are doing marvelously…" I cracked a smile, but I immediately stopped myself. Even if I felt good about his comments, I knew I had to ignore them. Just relax Myra… "Relax as you breathe in and out… This part is very important, but it isn't the actual induction yet… So you can't do anything wrong… So just relax…" Oh good… I thought… It was like he could feel how eager or stressed I was about being hypnotized. How observant of him… "While we are doing this easy part, I want you to prepare yourself for the actual induction… I want you to keep breathing… Slowly… And as you do… I want you to try and picture a place… Any place… Just somewhere you can easily recall… Or even imagine…" He was speaking slowly… Yet purposefully… I like the sound of his voice… He was well suited to be a hypnotist. Imagine a guy with a raspy unpleasant voice, that would never do… But Josh had a soft and deep voice. I imagined it held some kind of hidden power to relax me. So far… It was certainly working. I was so anxious and horny a few moments ago. I mean… I still was! But he managed to break the mood and make me relax. He was good. "Take all the time you need. The goal is to just relax… Like you are sunbathing… Or sipping wine in front of a warm fire… Just imagine anything you wish… Think of many places… Don't be shy and just imagine a few until you find one you like…" His suggestions were easy to picture. A large stone fireplace with a roaring fire… Me wrapped in a warm blanket with a glass of wine… Certainly relaxing… I thought of a creek I used to visit back home… It cascaded down a bunch of rocks as it made its way through a forest… I always went there when I wanted to be alone… "Take all the time you need… Breath in… Breath out… Once you have found a special place… One you can picture in your mind… I want you to open your eyes… But only once you have that place firmly in your mind… Breath in… Breath out… Just relax and think about it… Take all the time you need… The candle will be right in front of you… Ready for you…" The candle! I almost forgot about it… The smell of it still filled my nostrils as I took each long breath. "Breath in…" he said softly, and I did. I thought about a tropical beach. Lying beneath a palm tree… Listening to the waves gently crash on the sand… "Breath out…" I felt the smooth breeze on my skin, cooling me down… It was pleasant. I almost smiled as I thought about what he was making me do. I had read so many stories that used this technique. Picturing yourself in a calm place… They sometimes told the subject what it was, as a way to direct their thoughts… Josh was using method 2, making me imagine my perfect space… Not bad… "Breath in…" I thought back to the fireplace… It was warm… Cozy… Relaxing… I imagined myself looking out the window, watching enormous snowflakes cover the wilderness… "Breath out…" The fire crackled and hissed, making me look into it again. I imagine I could smell the wood cabin around me… "Breath in…" I changed my mind and thought of the creek again. I imagined myself sitting near the water's edge. Listening to the forest around me. Hearing the breeze as it made the trees sway and crack… The sound of the water cascading on the rocks… "Breath out…" It was certainly a peaceful place… I remember I took long naps there as a child… I always felt so safe… "Breath in…" Yes… So safe… So peaceful… I could hear the birds chirping… There was nothing for miles… I was alone… Not a care in the world… "Breath out…" I slowly opened my eyes and was immediately greeted by the only source of light in the room… I vaguely thought that he must have closed all the other ones while I relaxed. "Breath in…" he said. "Picture yourself in that peaceful place… A safe place… Breath out… You can do this? See yourself in that space? You just have to nod… No need to speak… Breath in…" I nodded. It was so clear in my mind. "Breath out… Good… Very good… Now I want you to look into the flames and try to imagine as much detail as you can about the space… Breath in… Look at the dancing flame… It is real… Yet not real… Like your special place… Breath out…" He was right… The flame was there… But it wasn't… I watched it flicker and thought of the long strands of grass that got caught up in the creek. The water made them dance… Just like the flame… I remember playing with them… The feel of their wet length in my hands… "Breath in…" The leaves… They danced too… The breeze made them move… I remember lying under a large maple tree and watching as the wind blew them around. I remember thinking it was cool to see that… The way the light played on each leaf… The wind making them dance… While I was safe near the creek… Like the wind couldn't reach me… Couldn't hurt me… "Breath out…" I remembered the warm rocks… I lay on them as I relaxed… The sun shone in the clearing just long enough for them to gather the heat… It was so comfortable… I remembered the smell of the moss around me as it dried under the sun's rays… "Breath in…" I almost felt sad… Why hadn't I gone back to that place? It was so peaceful… "Breath out…" he said softly. "As you imagine every little detail… I want you to imagine you can travel there… As if by magic… This candle is the key… Breath in…" It would be so wonderful to go back there… "The longer you stare in the flame… The clearer you can picture your special space… Breath out…" It was true… I was remembering more and more… "This flame can take you there… To that special place… Breath in…" he said. "I know this because I'm here to guide you… Only a person you trust can do this… And I am happy to help you… Breath out…" he said as I vaguely felt his hand take mine. I almost looked down to see, but I needed to keep looking at the flame. As if each flicker gave me new memories of the creek… There was only the flame… There was only darkness around me… And his warm hand… He was so gentle… Caring… I truly trusted him. "Breath in… Just relax… There is no hurry… Let the flame help you picture your safe space… Breath out… As you picture it more and more… You will find that you can see yourself there… Breath in… But you aren't there yet… I know you want to be there… To reach that calm and safe place… Breath out… And I'm here to guide you… Help you get there… As you picture yourself in that space… The flame is soaking up all your thoughts… Burning them away… Breath in… Like a gateway… Sending all your thoughts to that special place… Building it for you… Breath out…" I imagined I was sending all my memories to the flame… Like the reason it was dancing was… Was because it was hard at work… Recreating the creek… The trees… The water… "Breath in… This gateway will work for you… But only if you can picture your space perfectly… With every detail… Breath out… Just relax and send all your thoughts to the flame… It will do all the work… Breath in… It is building your perfect space… Anything you can think of… It will build it… Breath out… And once you are ready… Ready to travel to that place… Breath in… Just squeeze my hand… I'll guide you… Show you the way… Breath in…" I was so clear in my mind… I knew every rock… Every tree… Every bush… So peaceful… I wanted to be there so much… "Breath out… Just relax… No rush… No hurry… Breath in…" I could see it. I could see myself. Almost like I was already there… I was ready. I gently squeezed his hand. "Breath out… Very good Myra… You are ready… Relax and let me guide you… Breath in… The candle will take you there… To your special place… You need to be completely relaxed to travel there… Breathe out… So easy now… Just let your body relax… Let it sink in the chair… Breath in… Feel how heavy it is… You can't bring it to your place… You'll just leave it here… Completely safe in my care… Breath out… Let all your thoughts exhale out of you with each breath… Making you light… So light… Breath in… You are almost ready… Count down in your mind with me… 10… Breath out… You feel so relaxed… Your body feels so comfortable… Breath in… So safe… You can leave it behind without any worries… 9… Breath out…" I counted with him... 10… 9… I was going to be there… For real… He was going to take me there… "Breath in… You are starting to leave your body behind… Feel how numb it is… 8… Breath out… You are leaving it behind… Getting ready to travel… Breath in… The flame is gathering you up… Getting ready to send you to that special place… 7… Breath out… More and more you feel your body is excess luggage… Useless in your special space… Breath in… You can't feel the floor beneath your feet… That part of yourself is already in the flame… Ready to leave… 6… Breath out…" He was right… I was in the flame now… So happy to leave my body behind… It was so easy… "Breathe in… Now you can't feel your body in the chair… You only feel my hand in yours… More and more you are gathered up by the flame… 5… Breath out… With each breath, you transfer yourself to the flame… Giving yourself to it… Breath in… Letting it prepare you… Letting it take you to your special place… 4… Breath out… You can't feel my hand anymore… You are almost completely transferred into the flame… Breath in… You can feel it now… The flame is so warm… Comforting… It's welcoming you… Gathering you… 3… Breath out…" I could feel it… The flame all around me… So warm… So nice… "Breath in… You are completely in the flame now… Your body is far behind… You are ready… 2… Breath out… You feel the warmth of the flame… Breath in… The power of it… Able to be real… Able to manifest… Able to carry you… 1… Breath out… You feel it grow… Preparing to take you away… Breath in… Take you to your safe place… So clear in your mind… So peaceful… Breath out… Feel it take you there now!" he said as he blew out the candle. And I was there. It was so unreal… So peaceful… I looked around and it was exactly like I had pictured it. Every detail… The only thing I felt was different was the warmth of the air around me. But I knew what it was, it was the same heat I felt moments ago, when I was in the flame. I felt so… Good… Happy… I went to the rock I liked to lie on and sat down. That's when I noticed I was naked! I was about to look around, to see if I was alone, but I somehow knew I was. No one else was here except me… I laid down on the warm rock and it felt… Delicious… I had always done it with my clothes on, but this was so much better! I felt my skin soak up the dull heat from the hard rock. No… The rock didn't feel that hard… In fact… I could only feel the heat… The gentle pressure that kept me up… But nothing else… So comfortable… I looked up at the leaves and listened to the stream as it danced in the rocks below me. I breathed in the air and it was crisp… Fresh… Healthy… I could still smell the sweet aroma from the candle… It was everywhere here… I couldn't help but smile. I hadn't felt so good in ages… I relaxed and let the scenery soak in. Somewhere in the back of my mind, I felt the presence of Josh… Or his voice… I couldn't really hear him… Just a dull notion that he was somehow here with me… Guiding me… I was alone... Yet… I wasn't… It made me feel so safe… So relaxed… It was like time meant nothing here. The sun always stayed in the perfect spot just over the tree line. I didn't get cold… Or too warm… It was… Perfect… I smiled contentedly as I let myself doze off… I floated in pure comfort for an eternity… Until I heard Josh speak to me. "And awake!" he said. I opened my eyes and I was back in my living room. My first instinct was to complain, but I felt so refreshed… I didn't feel drowsy at all! I looked at Josh and he was sitting across from me on the other sofa. I looked at the candle and it wasn't lit. I looked back up at him. "So? How do you feel?" "Good… I feel really good…" I said as I looked down at myself. I still had my clothes. In fact… It looked like no time had passed at all! Did he just… "Did it work??" I said. "Depends… What do you remember?" "I… Well you made me breathe a lot… Then I was thrown back to a creek I used to visit when I was young. Huh… Then I was back here." "Seems it did work!" "WHAT? Do you mean that was it? I was in a trance?" "Most definitely!" "I don't… I… I mean…" I started to say. "I know… It didn't feel like you expected it did?" "How? I mean… The guiding part was fun… Worked better than I thought it would… But the induction was so short!" "Tell me Myra… When do you think the induction started?" "With the candle." I said instantly. "Hahaha… You would be wrong… The fact of the matter is that it started when you were still standing." "What…" I said, trailing off. "The goal was to start without you noticing it had started. Since you seemed so excited… I decided to be a little sneaky!" "Right… So it worked?" "It did… Otherwise, you would remember our conversation." "Conversation… I don't!" I said. "Wow… What did we talk about?" "Plenty of things…" he said with a smile. "But mostly, I got to know your subconscious a little better. So you really don't remember our conversation at all?" "No! Nothing!" I said. Oh wow… He really did it… Or did he? He could be bullshitting me… "I can see you doubt it a little… Well lucky for you, I prepared a little test. I'll say a trigger word, and you have to figure out what you are supposed to do. I wrote it in my pad here so I'm not cheating. If you do as the pad says, then the post hypnotic suggestion worked." "Ok… What is it?" "Blueberry onion." he said. I looked at him and I almost laughed. Why did he have to choose that combination of words? I couldn't deduce what I was supposed to do just from the words at least… And that combination wouldn't come up in regular conversation… So what was I supposed to do? "WOW!" he said, clearly impressed. "I'm actually surprised… I have to say, you are a really good hypnotic subject." "What?" I said, almost blushing. "Why would you say that?" "Because…" he said as he flipped his note book so I could read. "Blueberry Onion = Myra lifts her arm above her head, but doesn't notice she did it." I said as I read. I looked up and sure enough, I saw I had my right hand lifted like I wanted to ask a question. I looked at it in disbelief. Oh god this was so arousing… He… He actually made me do that! I didn't realize it at all! I had to force myself NOT to bite my lip. I slowly let my arm fall back in my lap and I looked at him. "Incredible… I couldn't ask for a better subject!" "Really?" I said, unable to hide my growing arousal. "Yes." he said as he flipped the notebook back to him. "Now that made a very good session." "What? Is it… Over?" I asked. "Well yes!" he said with a smile. "Look at the time…" I grabbed my phone. "Woah… You… We… 2 hours???" I finally said. "Yep!" "But… You JUST used the candle! Like… A few minutes ago!" "No…" he said as he started to pack his things. "That was 2 hours ago. Wow… You really are a great subject! I guess that means I might win the game after all…" His smile sent heat between my legs. Oh god… If I was such a good subject… Would he… Would he put something erotic as a reward? I almost didn't want to discover what his hidden trigger was! "No you won't! I'll find it out! I'm pretty sharp, you know!" "Oh I know…" he said as he went for the door. "Say.. Huh… It's getting pretty late… You can crash here if you want." I said as I got up to follow him to the door. "Thanks for that, but I have an early thing in the morning. I'll consider it for the next session." "Oh… Ok…" I said disappointed. "Good luck Myra! See you in a few days!" he said as I closed the door behind him. FUCK I was horny… It worked… I… I was in a trance! He could have implanted anything! I… I was at his mercy! What did he implant? I wondered… My hand crept down and my fingers found my panties. They were soaked! He didn't make me remove them… I pouted… He could have… In fact… My mind started to fantasize about what really happened during those 2 hours… Sure I still had my panties and bra on now… But I didn't always have them… Once I was under… My mind was hidden away in my special place… My body was his to play with… I imagine myself… Unable to resist his soft voice as he made me get up and strip for him. I could almost see his face as he leered at my choice of underwear. But they didn't stay on long… No… I removed them and stood there before him… While he stroked his massive cock… I couldn't move… I had such a blank face… I was helpless as he told me to dance for him… Bend… Expose myself… Kneel for him… Suck him… Fuck him… Oh god… Fuck that made me hot… My fingers were a blur as I pleasured myself in the doorway… DAMN! I had to take a cold shower! I couldn't make myself cum here! I had to calm down… Fantasizing about having sex with Josh wasn't going to tell me what he implanted in my head. Or was THAT what he implanted? That I would fantasize about him? No… That would be pretty bold of him as a first trigger… I had to figure it out! I went and had a long cold shower to keep my mind clear. But as I went to bed, I couldn't help but remember his slow induction. Breath in… Breath out… Damn it was so relaxing… I smiled. He was good! I was still trying to figure out when he would start when he already had. I started to replay it all back in my mind. It felt so good to let go… Just like I hoped it would… I breathed in and out… In and out… I fell asleep still trying to replay the night in my mind. I slept like a baby! Over the next few days, I realized I was being distracted by my own actions. I kept thinking… Is THIS what he implanted? Like when I sipped my coffee, I almost always liked it with 2 creams and one sugar, but it seemed I wanted 2 sugars now… Was that it? Or that fact that I seemed to want to keep wearing sexy underwear? Even at work? I'll admit that I was feeling EXTRA sexy and horny ever since our session, but I couldn't help it! I kept going back to his induction… Every time I saw a candle, I had to really concentrate if I wanted to stop looking at it! I kept hearing his soft words… Guiding me towards my special place… Even my computer seemed to be against me. I came back from my lunch break on Monday to find a screen saver. I had one of those random ones. It chose a different one from it's memory every time it went to sleep. The one that waited for me was one of a creek… Everything seemed to be a trigger! Or reminded me of our session! We were set to meet the next day. He had accepted my invitation for dinner before we got to our session, but he told me he couldn't stay the night. He was confident that our session wouldn't be as long this time around. I smiled as I hoped it would be even longer… As I prepared to leave work on Tuesday, my boss flagged me down and commented on how good a job I was doing this week. He told me to keep it up if I wanted part of the bonus that was tied to our latest account. I was so happy! But as I made my way home, I couldn't help but think… Was that it? My roast was ready when Josh arrived. He looked exhausted, but happy. I poured him a glass of wine as he sat down in the kitchen. "Thanks…" he said as he sipped. "It's been a long… But a productive day!" "Really? Found your space yet?" I asked. "No, but I heard from the guy I told you about. The one with the amazing spot. He is open to negotiate!" "Wow! That's great news!" "It is!" he said as I prepared his plate. I served him and he thanked me. We talked about a few things while we ate. He told me about how Charlene called him for another date. He dismissed her, saying he was through with her. He told me she hadn't taken it too well. But then again… That bitch deserved it! After our plates were done, he offered to help with the dishes, but I was too excited to start our session so I told him I would take care of it the next day. We moved to the living room and I filled his glass. "So?" he finally said. "Did you figure out what I implanted in your head?" His smile was so cocky! Like he knew something I didn't. Which I guess he did. "Maybe… But since this is the first time, could I ask a few questions?" "I guess that would be ok… Shoot!" "Is the trigger tied to a word?" I asked. "No." "Ok… Is the suggestion tied to my behavior?" "Yes." "Is it something I would notice?" "Maybe… Hopefully you didn't!" he said with an even bigger smile. "Right…" I said with a smile. "Is it something… Sensual?" "Sensual?" he said with an unreadable face. "I'm not sure why you are asking that… But I won't answer. I can't give you too many clues!" "Ok…" I said musing about my options. Did I even want to figure it out? I watched his cocky smile and I suddenly did want to get it right. But what was it? It seemed I was suspicious of every one of my actions! Choice 5 A – Myra believes it is the fact she craved more sugar in her coffee. B – Myra believes that the suggestion was to make her wear sexy underwear every day. C – Myra believes that he implanted a suggestion to make her think of sexual things between her and him. D – Myra believes that he implanted the belief that every one of her actions is suspicious and could be the trigger, while in fact, it was her worries about it all along. E – Myra believes he made it so she would be able to perform better at work. Choice... Chosen by my helpful follower... Is A! "I think…" I said as I made a show of putting my finger to my chin and tapping it. "I do believe…" "Ah come one! I'm sure you figured it out! It was so obvious!" "What? No it wasn't!" I said, narrowing my eyes. "Are you trying to make me doubt myself or something?" "No…" he said smiling. "Anyway… Ok… I'm pretty sure I got it. You gave me a craving to take my coffee with extra sugar." "Oh?" he said amused. "Why would you think that?" "Because! I've taken my coffee with one sugar since before we even met! And I'm pretty sure you remember this because we used to study together, remember? We brought ourselves coffee all the time! Sometimes it was me bringing them… 2 milks in yours with a dash of cinnamon if they have it… And sometimes it was you! So I know you remember how I take my coffee!" "You got me… I told you it was obvious!" he said as he shrugged. "OH YEAH!" I shouted. "You'll have to get more creative with your next trigger if you want to fool me!" "Well… That was only part of the post hypnotic suggestion I gave you…" "Part of…" I trailed off. "That's cheating!!!" "Maybe…" he said smiling. "Just a little…" "What was the other?" "You can't figure it out? If you do… You get double the reward!" he teased. I thought about it and there were just too many options! Every day I kept doubting myself! "I'm going for nothing." I finally said. "Nothing?" "Yes! You are just pulling my chain! You didn't implant anything else!" "That could be… But no… I actually did place a second suggestion. I'm wondering if it even worked then…" he said as he looked over his notes. "Well… What was it?" "What? Oh… I implanted a sort of concentration thing. Whenever you were at work, you would find it hard to think about anything else. I was hoping to help you out. You did tell me that you were afraid your performance at work wasn't what it should be." "I did? When?" "While you were in your trance…" he said. "Pity it didn't seem to work…" As I looked at him, I realized that it wasn't true. It had worked. The past 2 days were a bit of a blur, but my mind went back to my boss earlier today. He had said I was performing better. Wow… I didn't think he would do something like that. Part of me hoped he would try to implant erotic things… Like my fantasies about him… But I knew deep down that he didn't need to. I was already attracted to him. No boost needed! "It did work… I just thought it was just me… Ok, I may have thought it was you, but I just couldn't imagine you would actually do that!" "It did! Oh sweet!" he said, clearly proud of himself. "That was pretty sweet of you…" I finally said. "Even if it was cheating!" "What can I say… I like to help!" "So you were ready to let me ask 2 things of you huh?" I said with a smile. "Or… That I would be able to implant 2 things of my choosing…" he shot back. "Right…" I said unconsciously licking my lips. "So what do we do now?" "How about we each get one reward? Sound fair to you?" "It does… So who goes first?" "Why don't you go first? After that, I'll hypnotize you and go from there." I looked him over and I couldn't help but want to know if he would be willing to start implanting sexual things in my head. It didn't have to be about him… I was fine with either… Maybe a nice trigger to make me go wild when I touched myself… Or a word I could say to feel like I was about to cum… Or just to make me extra wet… He was pretty devious. Implanting 2 things like that… Did he have an agenda of his own? If he did… That would be pretty hot… What could I ask him then? I could ask him what he planned to implant in my head… But half the fun would be not knowing what it was… Or would it? It depends on what it was… My head was swimming in naughty thoughts… Or did I ask him to do something instead? Hhhmmm…. He could do a little strip for me… Show off that body of his… That would be nice… Choice 6 A – Myra asks him how wild it got with Charlene. And details about why he hypnotized her. B – Myra asks him how attractive he found her. C – Myra asks, in a playful manner, if he planned to put a trigger in her so she would take off her clothes. D – Myra wants him to strip to his boxers and continue with the session without his clothes. E – Myra smiles and asks him to give her a clue once he implanted the next trigger she had to guess. Choice... Chosen by my helpful follower... Is E! I smiled. If he could cheat, well so could I! "A dare then…" "A dare? Ok…" he said smiling. "I just hope you don't ask me something silly like last time we played truth or dare!" "I almost forgot about that…" "How could you forget! You had me dress like a slutty cheerleader to get beer for the party!" "That wasn't so bad!" "I was so drunk I forgot to wear any underwear!!! The cashier got such an eye full when I bent down to grab the beer!" "OH my god! I remember it now… You can't blame me… I was pretty drunk too!" "You are forgiven! Anyway… It isn't something like that is it?" "It could be! I'm within my rights since you cheated!" "Yeah yeah… So what do you want me to do?" "You have to give me an honest clue about the next suggestion I have to figure out." "What kind of dare is that?" he said with a smile. "It could be considered cheating…" "Look who's talking!" I said. "I still want to figure it out on my own… But this way, you'll have to make it even better. Otherwise I'll get to ask you something else… Or make you do something… I'll have to think of something better than the cheer-leading incident…" "Very crafty of you…" he said with a smile. "Fine. After the session, I'll give you a clue before I leave." "Oh? I thought you were planning on staying the night?" "Well… I could… But I better not. Got to work tomorrow… Don't you have to work too?" "Yeah… I do…" I said with a pout. "No worries… If all goes to plan, we can celebrate next Friday and I'll stay over. Sounds good?" "Sounds perfect!" I said with a smile. "Ok… Well I'm glad I didn't have to go out or anything. You have a wicked little mind sometimes…" If you only knew half of it! "What can I say… I was born this awesome!" "That you were!" "So?" I said as I bit my lip. "Your turn… Will you tell me what you plan to implant in me? For your reward I mean…" "I could… But I'm still not sure what I'll actually put in…" His words seemed to conjure up an image of something I would like him to put in me… "So… What?" "I'll decide once I put you under. If that's ok with you." "Sure… Whatever you want. Except the chicken thing… Promise it won't be the chicken thing!" "I promise!" he said laughing. "But you did say it could be anything I wished…" "Yes." I said as I lifted my chin up. "But a girl needs to keep SOME measure of dignity!" He burst out laughing at my fake tone. I smiled and relaxed back in my lazy chair. "Don't worry… I won't make you cluck like a chicken. But it would be hilarious!" "Joshua…" I warned. "Fine! No chicken!" I nodded with satisfaction. "Ok then! Let's get this show on the road shall we?" "Right!" "Get up and close your eyes. Like last time… Stretch yourself out and start taking calming breaths while I get the candle." I did as he asked and as I stretched my muscles, I felt oddly calm. The comforting heat I usually felt when I stretched seemed… Better… Hotter… I took a long calming breath and I smiled. I had never seen videos start this way, but I kind of appreciated it. Like a break between our conversation and the actual induction. Which I now knew started right away! My treacherous mind was getting excited and I felt a small rush of pleasure tingle all along my skin. I pushed it back and continued to breathe slowly. In… And… Out… I didn't notice, but Josh had moved around and I almost jumped when I heard the match come alive. I almost felt the heat of it on my skin… "Very good Myra… Breath in… Breath out… Just like that… Let your mind relax for me… Now things will go a little different for you this time… But don't worry… You'll be in your special place very soon…" I felt his hand on my shoulder and I couldn't help but smile. Just a little… I listened to his voice as he made it soft… Strong… Deep… "Breath in… Very good… Now picture the candle in your mind… It is already lit on the table in front of you… Breath out… You can smell it can't you? So welcoming… So relaxing… Breath in… Can you see? Simply nod if you can… Breath out…" I could… As soon as the aroma hit my nostrils, I could clearly see the candle in my mind. The flickering flame… It looked so much better somehow… Sharper… Yet soft… Welcoming… Relaxing… Powerful… I nodded. "Breath in… Excellent… See it flicker and dance in your mind… Breath out… It is your special gateway… Ready to carry you to your sanctuary… Breath in… You were so good the last time you gave in to the flame… It remembers every detail of your special place… Breath out…" I breathed in time with his words. I suddenly felt so relaxed… So warm… Like I was already feeling the flame around me… Like last time when it took me to the creek… I wanted to be back there… To feel that calm again… "Breath in… Since you traveled with the flame once… You can travel with it again… Breath out… As long as the destination is the same… You can get there faster… Breath in… You can fall into the flame in your mind and it will carry you there… Breath out… It is ready for you… When you are ready to go… Simply let go… Fall into the flame Myra…" I could almost see the creek in the flame… I just had to go to it… Fall into it… "Breath in… The gateway is open Myra… Breath out… Fall…" He was right… I just had to fall… I let myself fall and I felt myself fall backwards. But I wasn't scared. Josh was there to guide me… I fell and it was exhilarating… Like diving into water… Warm air seemed to rush against my naked skin and I landed softly in my special place… I smiled as I looked around. The trees were exactly the same. The water cascaded in the sunlight… The rocks felt warm under my feet… I felt I was one with my surroundings… I went and drank from the waters. They were so pure and clean… So refreshing! I played in the water, feeling the rush of it against my skin. Even if it felt cold, I wasn't. Like I had a fire inside me… I remembered how cold this stream could be. But it was just perfect! After a while, I got out and laid on the hot rocks to dry. I felt a small breeze blow across my wet nipples. I bit my lips as I enjoyed the feeling. I looked down and noticed how erect they were. Seems I could get aroused… Even here… I felt Josh's voice in the back of my mind… He was here with me… Protecting me… Guiding me… I couldn't understand what he was saying, but I didn't care. Josh was so nice to bring me here… Time evaporated with the water on my skin… I just relaxed and basked in the warm summer sun. "And awake!" I heard Josh's voice ring out through the sounds of the creek. I fluttered my eyes open and yawned. I felt so… Cozy… Content… "How do you feel?" he asked as he moved in his seat. Was I dreaming? Or did he have an erection? I looked down at myself and I was half expecting to see my naked tits. But everything was fine. "Huh… Yes… I feel great!" "Good!" "How long did you keep me under?" I asked. "Just under an hour." "Damn… It didn't feel so long… Then again… The 2 hours session didn't feel long either!" "All signs of a good session!" he said with a smile. "So…" I asked. "What did you decide?" "Right… I wonder… Should I even tell you?" "Oh come on!! Don't make me figure that out too!" I said with my best puppy eyes. "Hahaha" he chuckled. "Ok… Well… First thing you need to know… Is that I sort of asked YOU what I could implant." For a split second, my blood ran cold. I hadn't thought about that… What if he discovered I was into this sort of kinky play? Would he decide to stop? Would he just leave and never come back? I was about to freak out when I saw his smile. He didn't seem freaked out at all. "Ook… I guess that makes sense… So.. huh… What did I say?" "A lot of interesting things…" he said cryptically. "Some of which surprised me, if I'm honest." "So huh… Ok! Come on! Stop stalling!" His smile widened. Oh god… Did he really... Did I dare… Hope? "Chucky trucks like to party!" he suddenly said. I waited for a second to see if I would do anything, but I didn't so I laughed. "Cluck cluck cluck!!!" I said as I grabbed my mouth. THAT FUCKER!!!!! I sounded like a goddamn chicken!!! I looked at him with daggers in my eyes. He was laughing his ass off! He actually fell on the floor holding his stomach as tears of laughter streaked down his cheeks! "CLUCK CLUCK!!!!" I started to say, but stopped myself. I couldn't talk! I was trying to tell him to shut the fuck up and take the trigger out, but I only clucked like a chicken! "Sorry!" he said between fits of laughter. "I just couldn't resist…" I huffed at him and crossed my arms over my chest. He was going to get an ear full when this nonsense stopped! "ok ok… I said I was sorry…" he said, but I could still see he was trying not to laugh as he got back up and sat down. "I'll make it stop… That trigger has a one time use… So it won't work again." My eyes told him that he better not be lying about that. "It was worth it though… Besides… I don't think you'll stay mad for long. Are you sure you are ready?" I nodded. "Chucky trucks party until the fireworks explode…" he said as he watched. I was about to try and talk, but my skin felt alive… Hot… A rush of pleasure traveled everywhere and my eyes rolled back in my head. I felt like I was about to cum!! I started to breathe hard and fast as the pleasure fell into my pussy… Making my clit throb… Then the feeling washed away… Leaving a sweet kind of heat in my veins… I opened my eyes and looked at Josh. He was smiling. Did he just try to make me cum on command? God that was hot… But why? Did… Did I tell him I would like that? "I…" I said, testing if I would start clucking again. "I can't believe you just did that…" "Sorry… I just had to play a little…" "So that was it? Your reward was to make me cluck like a chicken and… And…" "Almost make you cum? Not really… That was just a one time thing. Mainly to see if I could. I decided to add the chicken thing just for kicks." "I told you I didn't want that!" "It's fine… No one but us will ever know!" "So… If that isn't it… What DID you implant?" "You'll know soon enough… As for your clue…" "Right…" "The suggestion I gave you to figure out… Well… It has to do with appearances…" "That's vague!" "I can't make it too easy!" he said as he looked at the time. "Well… As much fun as this is, I better hit the road now if I want to get any type of rest." "Already?" "Yeah…" he said. "Besides, you need your beauty sleep too!" He was smiling and I almost blushed. Did that mean he found me beautiful? I was looking at the floor and I almost missed it. As he got up, I could have sworn he had to 're-arrange' his pants. Did he really have a boner? He got to the door and we said our farewells. I closed the door behind him and I smiled. Well that was certainly an interesting session! He actually put an erotic suggestion in me! I almost came… How naughty of him! I wonder what he implanted… Would I suddenly want to masturbate when I got a text from him? Helpless to imagine myself submitting to his powerful cock… I bit my lip as I imagined he really was hard when he left. Would he try to beat it out in his car? He should have made me suck him… Much more fun for him… I licked my lips… And me… One hand crept down to my crotch while the other caressed my stomach and cupped my boob. Squeezing it hard… God I liked to pinch my nipples… It was so nice to feel them roll between my fingers… Why could I feel my nipples? I looked down. I was topless! I still had my panties and yoga pants, but nothing else! I looked at the living room and saw my tank top and bra on the floor! How… Oh fuck… He… He made me take off my top and bra without me realizing it! His command… Or suggestion must have worn off when he left the apartment! That little pervert! My phone beeped to tell me I had a new text message. I went to check. It was from Josh. 'By now, you must certainly have realized what my little reward was. If not… Look at your chest!' I smiled. 'Just so you know, you suggested I place a trigger that made you take off whatever top or bra you were wearing. And that it would only work when we were alone… And that you wouldn't notice unless I touched you or I left. So there! Thanks for the… Show! I promise not to abuse it… Well not too much anyway…' I bit my lip. Oh you can indulge all you want mister! 'Good luck with figuring out what else I implanted!' That sneaky bastard! He certainly wasn't shy about taking advantage of my suggestions… Then again… If he really asked me about what I would like… Shit! I must have told him about a whole lot of other things I would like him to do to me! No wonder he had a boner as he left! Well… That would make things interesting… I went to take a hot shower and my mind was flooded with erotic scenarios involving triggers he could play with… I woke up the next morning thinking that I had 3 days to figure out what he implanted. I dressed as I normally do when I went to work, paying close attention to what I was tempted to wear. He said it had to do with appearances. Did that mean my clothes? Nothing seemed amiss, but then again, I didn't realize I was topless the night before! And I looked! So I went to work and tried to keep an eye out on the people around me. Maybe they would be a clue. I noticed that I had a few leering looks, but nothing out of the ordinary. I told myself that I was a pretty sexy woman and that was normal. I just ignore them… But now I noticed them. Was it because there was something wrong with my appearance? I looked at myself again in the window and couldn't find anything out of place. Must be my imagination… That clever little pervert must have said appearances to throw me off! I went to work and tried to forget about it. About around lunch time, I started to feel a little tired. I looked around and I couldn't help but see everyone in a sexual way. Why was that? I was still horny… For some reason, once I came under the shower, it felt like I was missing something… Like I needed more to be satisfied… I smiled. Things were certainly fun with Josh… And they stand to get a whole lot better! Maybe that was why my mind couldn't shift out of the sex gear. I looked at Bob and I couldn't help but imagine his robust frame pushing me against the water cooler… Making a mess of it… Ramming his… I shook my head and averted my gaze. But that wasn't better. I looked at Heather, the petite blonde a few cubicles from mine, and I imagined her walking into our boss' office and… Get a grip Myra! I dove back into my work load and tried to concentrate on my tasks. Damn Josh… What did you implant in me? As I road the bus back home, I looked at all the passengers and every single one of them inspired an erotic scenario. And at the same time, I couldn't help but judge them accordingly. First of all, the scenarios I was imagining were always inspired by the way they dressed. A businessman a few seats away inspired a Dom taking the bus back home from visiting his submissive mistress. A school girl sitting next to me inspired a very bad porno type situation where she needed to please her teacher for better grades. All of them are inspired by their clothes… Was that it? Their appearance and not mine? The next day was the same. I made a point to check off everything I was wearing and couldn't find anything wrong with it. Maybe I was just being overly careful because he was able to make me topless without me realizing it. I certainly didn't want to be topless at work! Although it would certainly make the work day special! I laughed as I got to work. Again, all day I seemed to notice everyone looking my way. And everyone was so… Gorgeous… Sexy… I couldn't find anyone that actually turned me off! That was weird wasn't it? Plus… I kept fantasizing about everyone! All based on what they were wearing! Friday was no better…Damn him! I had to work later than usual so I ended up calling a delivery pizza instead of making a meal. I knew Josh would like it, even if he always said he would always choose my cooking over any restaurant. I smiled. He was always such a gentleman… I wonder if he is so nice in bed… Or if he transforms into something else… Maybe I'll find out soon. He arrived on time and when he learned I had ordered out, he offered to go buy the beer. I smiled as I opened the fridge. "No need! I'm all set up!" "Always planning ahead!" he commented. "I always try to be the best hostess I can!" "You always are! But let's not forget that you are the one that is helping me." "Don't mention it. I'm glad to help!" If he only knew how good I was feeling about all this. It was a dream come true! Of course I would do anything and everything to make it last. The hypnosis anyway… If the erotic parts go a little faster… I wouldn't mind that at all! I suddenly remembered how much I masturbated this past week. I always had a healthy appetite for sex, but this week… I just couldn't help it! We grabbed 2 beers and started to talk about his negotiations. He said the guy was giving him a hard time. I told him that even if he didn't get that space, he would surely find something appropriate. The pizza arrived and we ate as we talked. My mind kept getting distracted though. I kept thinking about how exciting it all was. We only had 2 sessions so far and he had already given me a pleasure suggestion. Even if it was linked to the damn clucking. And more than that… He had made me strip! I was suddenly aware that we were alone together. Had he used his trigger? I tried to find a way to look down at myself without him noticing. I couldn't seem to see if I was topless or not. Lucky for me, he went to the bathroom and I almost rushed to check myself in a mirror. Everything seemed normal… I bit my lip and I caressed my tits. I felt… Like they were covered… I could feel the fabric of my shirt. Did his suggestion go so far? Or did he just not trigger me yet? I was getting so wet just thinking about my dilemma! Oh god… He said he needed to leave or touch me… Maybe if I bumped into him I could find out… Then again, maybe it was ok for him to get an eye full… I smiled as I put the plates away. He came back and we settled in the living room in our usual spots. "You know… That was pretty cocky of you to make me go topless like that!" I finally said, trying to see any clues in his reaction. Maybe he was staring at my tits already! "Yeah… But like I said… You suggested it!" "Seems I told you a lot of things… I'm wondering what else my tranced out mind said on the matter…" "You can ask…" he said with a smile. "Provided you figured out what I placed in your mind." "Oh I won't use my reward to find THAT out…" "No? You have something else in mind?" he said as he winked at me. For some reason, I felt like he was flirting with me. Big time! I felt all hot and bothered. Was that his signal? Was I taking off my top without realizing it? God this was fun! "I have loads of ideas… You should know after all…" I baited. "I have some ideas… Yes…" he smiled. And was I dreaming? Or was he trying to look at my chest? Was I topless? "Come on… It's not really fair for you to find out things like that and not make me remember! A girl could get worried!" "You don't have to worry Myra. I'm a gentleman and would never abuse my power like that." "I know. I trust you… Still… I'm curious to know what I told you." "Well… I'll admit I was a little caught off guard, but then again, our inner sinners are always so fascinating and surprising." "Wow… Now I'm even more curious!" "Let's just say that you gave me plenty of ideas I may or may not have had. Ideas I'm fully prepared to explore…" "Oh?" I said as I felt my cheeks blush. From the way he was talking, I was guessing I had told him about more than one erotic trigger I would love to have. Long seeded fantasies… He didn't look repulsed. If anything, he looked intrigued… Maybe I stayed tame… Some of my darker triggers could certainly put someone off… If they weren't inclined to like them… I watched him move in his seat and I imagined it was because he was trying to make some room for his growing manhood… I was curious to see it… From the story I heard Cindy say, he was pretty well hung… "Earth to Myra…" Josh said, interrupting my day dreaming. "We haven't started to trance part of the evening yet!" "Yeah! Sorry… Just lost in thought…" I said. "Speaking of which, let's find out if you figured it out before we drop you in a trance. That way, when you fail, I'll be able to implant my next reward!" "You wish! I'm the one that is going to win!" "Cocky!" he said with a smile. "Let's hear it! What did I implant in you last time?" Choice 7 A – Myra thinks he implanted something concerning her clothes. That she forgets to wear something like her bra or her panties, but she can't seem to realize she has. B – Myra thinks he made her look at everyone in a sexual way. C – Myra thinks he made her think up erotic scenarios based on what strangers around her are wearing. D – Myra thinks he made her see herself as sexy, making her feel horny all the time. Choice... Chosen by my helpful follower... Is C! "I have to say you didn't make things easy for me! My mind was going nuts trying to figure out what you implanted. The clue is what finally made me decide, so thanks!" "Hey! Just honoring our deal!" "Right! So… At first I was sure you would try to make me forget about wearing a piece of clothing." "Oh?" "Like I'm guessing you are doing now…" I said with a smile. "You think I'm using THAT trigger right now?" "You could… Judging from the last session anyway. I couldn't bring myself to notice I didn't have a top on. Or a bra…" I trailed off. "So that's what you think I did? Make you think you weren't wearing something as you go to work?" "I said I thought I did… It would be easy for you to extend the bra thing to my everyday life… The groundwork was already there." "But you think it's something else?" "I do…" "Why?" "Because you like to challenge yourself!" "That is true… So what then?" "Well… As you probably know… I've been feeling rather horny these past few days…" "Really? I'm surprised you are telling me…" "Well… I can only guess at what I told you while in my trance, but if I went so far as to tell you I wouldn't mind if you placed a trigger for me to be topless… You probably already know I feel horny… Lack of boyfriend or proper fuck friend and all that…" I said. I felt my heart start to race, but I held it at bay. I kept telling myself that he already knew. So why hide it? "You may have mentioned something like that…" he said. "So I'm thinking you played on that… Played on my arousal… I know I get kinky in my head at work, distracting myself with erotic fantasies… I bet we all do from time to time. But I kept imagining everyone… And I do mean everyone! Always because their clothes inspired me in some way… Making me think up erotic things… Once or twice would have been just me and my overactive imagination, but everyone? No… You fucked up there! You messed with my head in that way." He looked at me and I couldn't read his face. He was already smiling so that wasn't a clue. "Wow…" he finally said. "I guess I did!" "OH YEAH!" I exclaimed. "Damn! I was sure you would only think it was your over active imagination…" "Nope! You'll have to do better than that if you want to fool me!" "I guess I will!" he said as he took a sip of beer. "So that means I get my truth or dare question!" "That it does…" he said as he looked at me. "Shame… I was looking forward to implanting another fun suggestion…" My heart started to race again. I almost cursed! Why did I need to win anyway? I bet he had another fun trigger to implant in me… What would it be? Would it be another one I had told him about? Or did he have his own fun ideas? "So Myra? A truth or a dare this time?" he asked as I watched his eyes dart down to my chest. That made things clear for me! I was topless! I knew I was! Even if I felt the fabric of my tank top on my skin. Even if I felt like my tits were held up by my bra. Every one of my senses was telling me I wasn't naked, but I knew I was! Or I hoped I was… Did I dare push things along? Or did I wait to see what else he had in store for me? Choice 8 A – Myra asks him to name one trigger she told him he could use on her. B – Myra dares him to implant one of the triggers she spoke about, thinking that she would like it, since she told him all about it. C – Myra asks him to come and touch her, to see if she was right about the topless trigger. D – Myra tells him she thinks she is topless at the moment, and that it was only fair that he was too. E – Myra asks him about a trigger he fantasized he could implant in his lover. Choice... Chosen by my helpful follower... Is A! "Truth it is!" I said. "Ok.. What do you want to know?" "I won't ask you about everything I might have told you… But just to see if you are bluffing… I want you to name one trigger I told you about. Besides the topless thing…" "Curious are you?" "A little… Besides… A girl needs to know she didn't spill all her secrets…" "You can trust me…" he said. "Of course I trust you…" "I just went there to know what would be ok." "Stop making excuses! Just answer!" "Fine…" he said as he looked at me for a long moment. What would he say? I knew I had probably told him about a few kinky ones… But did he stop there? Or did he go further? Did he probe my helpless mind until I told him everything? Would he dare? "You told me a few softer ones… But I'm guessing you want to know how deep in your real fantasies I managed to get…" "Managed to get? Did you…" "No… I stopped before we got too deep… But! Not before you told me all about a really fun trigger. In truth… I had never even thought about such a trigger. Even in my wildest fantasies… But I have to admit… It was pretty hot…" Oh god… How depraved did he get? Which triggers did I tell him about? My trigger to fall into a mindless trance where I would do everything and everything he asked? Like I was a passenger in my own mind? Or did I tell him about my threesome fantasy where I was mind controlled to fuck my master's best friend while he watched and eventually joined in? Or worse… Did I tell him how aroused I got at the mere mention of hypnosis? "So what was it?" I asked, almost afraid to know the answer. "You told me you would love to lose control of your orgasm. To have a trigger that blocked you from cumming. Regardless of how long you fucked… Of how long you masturbated… And that only the person that blocked you would be able to unblock you." OH FUCK! I forgot about that one! No… I told him that one? That was pretty intense… But not the worst one I ever thought about… I looked at him and he was smiling… A little like the cat that ate the canary. "Needless to say… After hearing that, and others, I thought that topless was a pretty safe way to start." "Start? Are you planning on implanting that trigger?" I said with growing trepidation. My fear and arousal were battling out in my mind. God this was so erotic… And he was taking all this in stride like it was normal! "To be honest, I'd love to try! But only if you wish. I'm not sure it would work… I'm still developing my skills after all. But since you've been so open and honest with me, I could make it a side project. Only if you are game to try that is…" "Seems I already told you I would be." "Fantasy and the real world are totally different. You answered me in a state where you told me about your fantasies. So… It would be understandable that you would be scared to try. Orgasms are a special thing… Very intimate and personal… I would never dream of doing that to you without your consent." "Mighty nice of you!" I said, thinking that half the fun of the trigger was to lose control of it. But he had a point, giving up control and losing it were 2 different things. I smiled. He truly was trustworthy! "Wow… I didn't think I would be so open and tell you about that…" I finally said. "There is nothing to fear…" he said. "You told me because you trust me. And as a future hypnotherapist, all your secrets are safe with me. Consider it a doctor-patient confidentiality. Even if we aren't really doing therapy!" "You are a doctor after all…" I said smiling. "And yes… I do trust you. With the level of control you showed so far, you could have easily had me in your bed by now…" I was just musing out loud, but I suddenly realized what I had just said. Oups! Maybe my subconscious was pushing things along without me knowing about it! "I probably could have…" he said with a smirk. "But I'm a gentleman. I wouldn't want to abuse your trust!" "Sure you wouldn't…" I teased, glad he took it well. I was getting more than a little aroused by all this. He better start hypnotizing me soon or I'll be forced to do something about it. "So about this session…" I started. "Right… Wouldn't want to get off subject! Seems I won't be implanting a reward for myself then." "A deal is a deal… Although… I'm curious to try the orgasm denial one… If you are up to it!" "Oh I'm up to it! Sounds pretty hard though…It may not work after just one session." "Whatever it takes!" "Ok then… I'll try… But it won't be the trigger you need to figure out!" "Of course not…" I said as I bit my lip. "What is it? You seem… Thoughtful…" "Yeah… You can refuse… But could you maybe… huh… It's nothing…" "Come on Myra! Whatever it is, you can tell me." "I know…" I said as I looked at him. "Since we seem to be on that subject… I was wondering… If you… Huh… Could maybe…" "Spit it out Myra!" "Could you make me aware while I'm in the trance?" "Why? Don't you trust me?" "I do!" I said, biting my lip. "I just… I want to feel what it's like. I know how falling into it feels… But it's like I'm elsewhere… Not really here…" "Ahhh… You don't want to know what we talk about so much as how it feels to be in a trance." "Exactly!" "Let me see…" he said as he looked at his notes for a moment. "That could work… But… I have a request if we are going to do that." "Ok." "I'll hypnotize you and set up the waking trance you wish to experience… But in return, you need to figure out my hidden suggestion before midnight tonight." "What? Why?" "You'll see…" What was he planning? "Ok, deal!" "Perfect! I'll go close off the lights and get the candle. As I do, just do like last time and get up to stretch and breathe ok? Start to relax." I got up and watched him move around the living room. Things were getting rather fun! Maybe I will be able to live out a few fantasies… I closed my eyes and started to stretch. As I did, I felt the familiar warmth in my muscles, which like before, felt even hotter. I almost smiled as I realized he was making this part of my induction routine. I had already felt a few tingling associations when I got up in the morning and stretched. Like my mind was associating the stretching with my trance. Now stretching got me horny… If only a little… I took a few calming breaths and started to picture the flame in my mind. No sense in waiting for him to tell me to do it! The stretching helped a lot and I soon felt relaxed and warm all over. I barely heard him lit the match. "Good Myra… Just relax and picture the flame in your mind…" I breathed in slowly… Picturing the tiny flame dancing away in my mind. Breath out… I really liked how he put me under… It was so… Relaxing… "Very good… Now sink deeper and deeper and you imagine the flame getting bigger… Stronger… Each time you use it to get to your special place, it gets easier and easier… Breath in…" He was right… Last time I didn't even need the actual candle… Falling into a trance was so easy… So relaxing… "Breath out… Now listen to my voice… The voice that guides you…" he said as he placed a hand on my shoulders. His soft touch… All part of his induction… I was relaxing for him… Getting ready to travel to my special place… I just had to fall in the candle… "Fall…" he whispered in my ear as he squeezed my shoulder. And just like that, I felt myself fall into the flame… Such a wonderful rush… The warm air caressing my skin as I traveled… I landed lightly in my space and smiled as I looked upon the creek. I felt so at home here… So safe… So relaxed… Nothing mattered here… I could hear his voice in the back of my mind… Like a soft tickling in my brain… I didn't hear what he was telling me, but I didn't care… Just like the other times… Josh knew best… I would know when it was ok to know… Time meant nothing in my special place, but I felt I hadn't stayed long… "And awake." he said. "How do you feel?" I stretched and was surprised I was still standing up. "Hmmm… So good… I really like when you hypnotize me." "So I've noticed! You are really a wonderful subject…" "Thanks, but don't sell yourself short!" "Oh I'm not! Let's just say we make a good pair of wakeful avocados." "What?" I asked, but my mind felt numb. Like I had too many drinks… No… More like I was stoned… I felt slow… "That's it Myra… Excellent…" I heard him say. Josh was speaking… I had to concentrate on what he was saying… Nothing else mattered. "Now Myra… I want you to think and make sure you are true to your own feelings… Can you do that?" That was easy enough… I didn't have to think too much about that… "Yes…" I said in a low voice. "Excellent…. Good girl…" he said and I smiled. I liked to be a good girl. "Now Myra… Do you really wish for me to implant a trigger inside your mind that, when activated, will prevent you from reaching orgasm?" Hmmm… I suddenly felt so tingly… So horny… That sounded like a wonderful idea… "Ohh… Yeess…" I said. "Excellent… But to do so… I need your help… Will you help me implant that wonderful trigger?" Of course I wanted to help him! "Yesss…" "Now… To be able to do that… I need you to reach a point… A very specific point… A point just before you reach your release. Can you do that?" Well that was easy enough… "Yes…" I said as I felt my hand move towards my crotch. "Excellent… But you can wait a moment…" he said and my hand stopped. "To be able to block your orgasm, we will need to give it away… Make it disappear before it overwhelms you… That will be the hard part… And that will be the part where I'll need your help… Will you help me?" "Yess…" "Good girl…" he said and I smiled. He lifted the candle from the table and presented it before my eyes. I looked at the flame and thought about my special place. "Now you already know how special this candle is… It can absorb your thoughts and build incredible places… All because you sent them to it… Like your special place…" I looked at the candle and could only accept his words as the truth. "This candle has another fun property… You can send your pleasure to it… Let it build inside it… But only if you choose to send it…" Yes… The candle can build things… Like my special place… "This is how you can help me implant your trigger… The first step will be easy… Just relax and reach the edge of your orgasm… Just before you cum… And once you do… I want you to tell me… So I can guide you… Like I've been doing… Towards our goal… Can you do that for me?" "Yess…" "Good girl… Once you reach the edge… I want you to simply say 'out'… And as you do… You will send all your pleasure to the flame… You must stop yourself as well… To make sure you help me properly… Do you understand? Can you do it for me?" "Yes… I… can…" "You may begin…" he said. My hand slowly made its way to find my clit. I registered that I was already a little wet and my fingers instinctively used my own juices and spread it around my hood. I pressed down and felt the dull pleasure rise. "That's it… Just let your pleasure build… No rush… Look in the candle's flame and reach the edge…" My fingers rolled around my clit and I could feel the pleasure building inside me. I watched the flickering flame and imagined I was sending my pleasure towards it… Like I did with my special place… "That's it… You are doing wonderfully… Just relax and let yourself climb towards the sweet edge…" I heard him say. But his voice seemed far away… I had to concentrate on the flame… Just me… The flame… And the pleasure… The pleasure climbed on itself and before long, I was feeling warm all over. My breathing started to quicken as I felt like I was getting closer and closer to release. I imagined the flame was absorbing my pleasure… Building on it… Like I could see my own pleasure in the flame's dance… Which only served to make it grow… And then I reached it. "Out…" I whispered as my fingers stopped rubbing. I watched the flame flicker and I felt good. Horny even… I felt my pleasure leave my body… Going into the flame… I was calm again… I had been excited and close, but I didn't cum. I was a good girl and managed to stop myself. "Very good Myra… See how the flame dances with delight… So much pleasure… It's building on it… Nurturing it… But it needs more… So much more… Can you help it grow, Myra?" "Oh yes…" I said as my fingers started to rub again. I fed the fire 3 more times. Breathing my special word out as I felt the pleasure leave my body and infuse with the flame. All that pleasure… "Oh my…" Josh said. "I can see the flame is bursting with pleasure… Building it even higher… As if… Yes… Can you see it Myra? The flame is engorged with your pleasure… Building on it… Cascading into an orgasm… Just there… Before your eyes…" I could… I could picture all my pleasure… Burning… Like an inferno… So strong… It wasn't pleasure anymore… It was its own release… Free of my body… Burning with such intensity… "But I think it needs one last push… Exactly like before… Send your pleasure to the flame and as you reach your own release… Simply say 'out' again… This time… The flame will give all the pleasure back to you… Bigger… Stronger… You'll feel so good…" My fingers rubbed again and I could feel how dripping wet I was. It didn't take long for the pleasure to reach the edge. I was so aroused… "Out…" I breathed as my fingers stopped. "Icy flames." he said as he blew out the candle. I felt the pleasure slowly evaporate as I watched the smoke rise and dance in front of my eyes. All the pleasure… "There… All gone…" he said softly. "But that is a good thing… That orgasm has left… It won't prevent you from being a good girl…" "Pre… vent?" I said slowly. "Yes… You said you wished to help me bloc your orgasm… Now we have found a way… By sending your orgasm to the flame, you can resist it… Block it… You still wish to be able to block your orgasm, correct?" "Yees…" "You will have to practice… Staring at the flame and making yourself feel good… And you will… We will… I will guide you…" "Yess… Please…" I said. "And when you hear my voice repeat 'Icy flames' you will remember the flame going out… Taking your orgasm with it… Far away… Where you can't experience it… Once the flame is gone, it will only return once I've guided it back… Understand?" "Yes…" "Let's bring it back shall we? Would you like that?" "Yes… No…" "No? You do not wish to cum?" "Not… Yet…" "I see… Such a good girl… But if we are to complete your training, we need to bring it back so you understand… Don't you wish to help me and be a good girl?" "Yes…" "Good… I know exactly where the flame is… I can call it back with my voice… It will always come back to me because I am the guide. Do you understand?" "Yes…" "I don't even need a match… Just my call will suffice… And since it is your pleasure… It will come back to you… Inside your mind… Inside your body… Let's see if it works, shall we?" "Yees…" "And this is how I call it back. With my voice saying these special words: Myra's Inferno. You can feel the flame erupting in your mind now…" He was right! I closed my eyes and I could see it. So large… So powerful… "It has found you again… See how powerful it is? It has taken care of your pleasure… Your orgasm… It is ready to give it back… Feel it grow… It heeded my call and it sparked inside your mind… I can feel the heat of it… So much pleasure… You can feel it burn away inside you… Giving you back all your pleasure…" He was right! I felt the pleasure climb with incredible speed. Like I had been masturbating for hours! But it didn't stop, it cascaded onto itself and became an inferno in my loins. My body started to shake as the massive orgasm ripped through my body. I felt his hand grab hold of me. Just in time… My knees were about to fold on themselves… "Avocados can wake up!" Josh said. I felt my mind suddenly speed up! Like I had just woken up. I leaned on Josh as I let the feelings of pleasure subside. What just happened? "Wow… Was I…" I started to say, but couldn't bring myself to say the words. "In a waking trance? You were… Unless you were acting." "No! I wasn't!" I said as he helped me sit down. "Glad to hear it! I'll admit I was pretty hopeful it would work. You are such a wonderful subject!" "That was… Intense!" I said as I looked at him. "You can say that again!" he said as he re-arranged his pants. "Oh my god…” I said as I fully realized what just happened. “You just made me cum!" "Hahaha I did… Sorry about that… I needed it to place the correct guidelines for your special request!" "Wow… And… huh… Does it… I mean…" I tried to say, suddenly shy. "Will it work? No… Not at the moment… But it should if you practice." "Practice? How can I practice?" "Well… Not to be presumptuous… But between now and our session on Tuesday, it would be good for you to edge yourself while looking at the lit candle." he said with a smile. I smiled back. "You want me to masturbate?" I said. "It would help… We could always just do it during your sessions of course… I certainly wouldn't mind!" "I bet…" I said leaning back. "So? There is…" he said looking at his phone. "Half an hour left! Any idea on what the new trigger is?" Right! I had forgotten about that! I looked around and the living room was normal. I looked at myself and suddenly saw that I was topless! Had he released my trigger? Regardless… I still seemed to have my panties on. I looked at him and tried to see if he would let slip a clue. He did keep looking at my tits, but who could blame him? I had nice perky boobs! What else… This was so hard! Why would he want such a short deadline? Hmmm… Probably because it was something I couldn't do in public! "I still have half an hour right? No rush…" I said. "That you do… Ok then… Mind if I distract you a little?" "Meaning?" He smiled. "Wakeful Avocados." I felt my mind go numb as I looked at him. All musings left my mind and I just stared. "Very good Myra… Now please stand up…" I did. It was important to listen to Josh. I had to be a good girl and help him. "Very good… Now we are going to play a game… If you can play this game, you will be a good girl… The best girl… Would you like to play?" "Yeess…" "Very good… For this game, we are going to play Mannequin. Have you ever played this game?" "No…" "That's ok… The rules are very simple… First… You need to observe… Analyze everything you see and remember everything ok? Simple right?" "Yeess…" "While you do, you will imagine that your body is just like a mannequin… What happens when I move a mannequin's arm in the air? Will it fall back down?" "No… It… Stays…" "Exactly… So if I move your arm like so…" he said as he lifted my arm in the air without releasing it. "It should stay in the air… Correct?" "Yes…" "Very good…" he said as he released my arm. We were playing… I was a mannequin… My arm needed to stay put. My eyes looked and I was so happy! It didn't move! "Good girl… Now this is the game… I will move you around… like a mannequin… And you will observe… Somewhere in this room… You should notice something is wrong… Different… You should be able to find it… Still wish to play?" "Yeess…" "Good girl…" he said as he started to move my body. He posed me with both arms in the air in front of me, like I was a zombie in a cheap movie. He moved around me a few times, admiring my pose before moving me again. I watched all around me. I could see the candle, which was not lit. I could see our finished beers… Nothing strange there… I looked at him and everything was fine… The sofa didn't move… He placed my hands under my boobs and pushed them up so I was cupping them. Holding them up. He smiled as he stepped back to look at me. Part of me was registering how arousing this was… But I had to play the game so I ignored it. Pose after pose, he moved me into all sorts of different stances. All the while, I kept my eye out for anything out of place. I couldn't find anything. "Ok… I believe we had enough fun for now… Avocados can wake up!" I was in a pose with both my hands behind my neck, pushing out my tits. My mind speeded up and I took stock of my situation. Damn him! I decided to play along and left my arms behind my neck. "So… Where are we going with all this?" I asked with a smile. "You still have 10 minutes left… Why don't we get some drinking done in the meantime…" he said. I pouted. How could he ignore the fact I was topless and posing for him! "Go get us some drinks will you?" he asked as he went to the sofa. "Sure!" I said as I let my arms fall. As I walked, I could feel how soaked my panties were. Why hadn't he fucked me yet? I was so… Deliciously helpless… As I grabbed the beers, I remembered how mindless I was as he placed his hands all over my body… Posing me… Like I was his little doll… Fuck… If he didn't make a move soon… I would just have to jump him! I almost laughed. That was probably what he was waiting for! Such a gentleman! I'll have to fix that… I came back to the living room and gave him his beer. "So? Any idea what the trigger is?" I couldn't think of anything! The only strange thing was how ok I was with being topless in front of him. But I was so horny I wouldn't mind being this way without any suggestions. I did cum while in his trance… hmmm… That was nice… And I did feel weirdly ok with him watching me masturbate… But then again, I had done so for a few boyfriends… So it was hardly new… What was it? "Can I have a clue? I mean… You gave me plenty of time, but I was under for most of it!" "Oh… You should be able to SEE it…" See? Maybe it was like my top thing… I looked again at both of us, but I couldn't find anything out of place. I looked at the time and it was midnight. "Time's up! So Myra? What is your best guess?" "I'm really not sure… But…" I said, biting my lips. "I think you made me forget I was completely naked!" "Oh? How come?" "Well… I rarely masturbate while having my clothes on…" "So you can see you are naked? Or you just believe you are?" "I believe I am… I can SEE I'm still wearing yoga pants." "Well… You are wrong… You really are still wearing them!" "Really?" I said, a little disappointed. "I assure you…" he said with a satisfied smile. "But think back… I'm sure you saw it… Maybe you just didn't think it was relevant…" I thought back, but nothing came to mind. "What about the mirror over there…" he said as he pointed at a decorative mirror I had on the wall. "What about…" I said as I felt my mind remember. I was posing… Bent over and I was facing the mirror. I remember thinking it was where it always was. Then… I saw it… I saw Josh move in the mirror and… And… "No…" I said as I looked long and hard at him. "What?" "You weren't naked! You aren't now!" "Are you sure? Go look for yourself…" I got up and went to the mirror. I placed myself so I could see Josh in the mirror. And… "OH MY GOD!" I exclaimed. "You're naked!!!!" "Exactly! But you can only notice it if you are looking through the mirror…" I bit my lip hard as I felt a heat pool in my panties. I could… See… He was hard too! Cindy had been right… He was rather well hung… I turned away as I saw how red my cheeks had gotten. I looked back at him and for the life of me, I couldn't see that he was naked! My mind kept telling me he was, but I just… Didn't see it! How can he do that? "So… Is it that I THINK you are naked when I look in the mirror? Or are you huh… Naked…" "The truth is revealed!" he said with a smile. I blinked a few times. But when I looked again… I gasped. He really was naked! "Seems I win…" he said. "So… I get to implant anything I want right?" "Right…" I said as I felt my clit throb. "Choices… Choices…" he said. "What should I do… Do you have any ideas? I seem to be… Distracted…" Choice 9 A – Myra decides to go in front of him and strip the rest of her clothes. Asking if he would rather hypnotize her again… Or get distracted even more… B – Myra doesn't say a word and slowly walks towards him. She stands in front of him and kneels down between his legs. Saying… "Anything you wish really… Who am I to decide on your reward… Let me help you think about it…" She licks her lips as she grabs his cock. C – Myra answers : "Seems you already have such a nice trigger in place… But you haven't used it as a proper reward… I don't seem to be able to resist your words when you place me in that wakeful trance… What if we just say that THAT is your reward…" D – Myra thinks of a new wonderful suggestion… One where he makes her believe her tits are being licked… One he can activate with a text message… She gets all wet as she imagines him using it on her while she works… E – Myra reverses the tables and dares him to find a sexual trigger she wouldn't be up for. Flirting with the idea that he can play with her however he wants. Choice... Chosen by my helpful follower... Is B! I watched him closely for a moment, trying to separate cold logic from my raging lust. But I was so happy about how things were turning out! Was it because of all the fun triggers I told him under hypnosis? Or did he already have a taste for this type of… Kink… Did it really matter? He was clearly up for it. And here I was just standing there, looking at his naked body. I was so nervous about him discovering my little secrets that I barely hoped he would be into it. But… I realized that he had been naked all along… When I masturbated in front of him… When I came… When he moved me… I could remember it all now. I guess I could stop questioning myself… He did want me… I was a little surprised he didn't use one of the other triggers I surely told him. If he knew about the orgasm block… I probably told him about a few more I was ready to experience. What a gentleman… He waited for me… Even though he knew he could have taken me on our last session… I'm sure of it. I smiled and walked slowly to stand in front of him. I watched his eyes move down along my body… I saw the fire in his stare… Like he held a flame behind his dark eyes… My flame… I suddenly felt so submissive… I slowly kneel down between his legs and his smile changed. Not the boyish grin of a guy who was about to get a present… No… A slight crack of the lips… A satisfied smile… Like he was waiting for me to kneel… I didn't stare at his cock, even though I wanted to… I looked him in the eyes… Maybe I was imagining it… Maybe it was his doing… But I saw his soft face change… It started with his smile… Like I said… It was more mature… Confident… His eyes followed and the fire I saw seemed… Powerful… Inevitable… Like he finally lifted some veil he was hiding behind… I felt I was starting to see the real Josh. I licked my lips. "Anything you wish really…" I said as my hands slowly caressed his lower legs. "Who am I to choose what reward you may have…" My hands made their way up his legs and reached his knees. He just kept looking into my eyes. I could see an intensity in them that sent shivers of pleasure along my skin. "If I may… Let me help you… Think about it…" My hands traveled down his thighs, slowly making their way to my goal. But I wouldn't touch… Not if he didn't want me too. I watched as his eyes seemed to bore into me. Just when my hands were about to reach his manhood, I stopped myself. I slowly pulled them back, but continued to caress his legs. His smile grew… Just a little… My hands reached his knees and started to move up again. I felt electric… The anticipation was making my mouth water. He was in no rush… I bit my lip as I searched his face for an answer. He knew what I was offering, yet he waited. He was in no rush. My hands reached the end of his legs, but he hadn't told me he accepted my offer, so I just caressed his legs again. Letting my fingers trace his skin. He was so confident. So… Commanding… I could almost feel my love juices soaking my panties. As my hands started to move up again, he nodded. A brief and short nod, but it was all I needed. I fought to keep from diving on his cock. I wanted to feel it go in my mouth… Taste how aroused he was… I wanted to feel how hard he was for me… My hands continued their slow trail towards my goal. My fingers found the base of his shaft and I slowly traced lines with my finger tips, all the way up to the tip. His cock twitched with the sensation. I smiled as my hands delicately grabbed hold of his length. His girth was good… Maybe a little bigger than average? Slightly bigger than I had experienced… I kept looking into his eyes as I moved up. His length would do nicely… I felt it flex in my palm and I knew he was craving to feel my mouth. Like his cock was telling me what it craved. I extended my tongue and slowly licked under his shaft. I started about half way down and trailed up until I flicked my tongue as I reached his tip. His cock flexed again… I felt how strong it was… How hard… I licked again, feeling my arousal climb as I felt all the nervous anticipation drain away. He was going to hypnotize me again… Use me… Play with me… I knew it… I saw it all in his eyes… I felt so delicious kneeling there… Pleasing him… He was enjoying this… Not because I was about to wrap my lips around his cock… But because… Because I was submitting to him… I could see it in his eyes… That thought made me want to plunge his cock all the way down to my tonsils. I wanted to show him how much I could please him… If he wanted me too… My mind was flooding with a haze of lust, but somewhere deep inside I was wondering if he had a similar secret… Hoping… That he had a taste for Domination… His confident smile was telling me he was… Deep down… Yes… He was a nice guy on the surface… But… Oh god… Could it be? He had a kink of his own? I licked a few more times before I couldn't stop myself anymore. I slowly wrapped my lips around his cock head and sucked. Ever so softly… Making a point to have my lips caress all around his helm as I finally ended up kissing the tip. He moaned. Or I thought he did… It was so soft… So low… I sucked again… Very slowly… Still looking in his eyes… "Beautiful…" he whispered. A heat wave traveled along my nerves. Was he referring to me in general? Or the fact I had his cock in mouth? Or was it my actions… My submission… "So many triggers to consider… Might take me a while to decide…" he said. I smiled as my lips left his cock briefly. My eyes lowered to finally look at his manhood as I stroked him slowly. "Take your time… I'm in no rush… Are you?" I asked sweetly. "Certainly not." he said. I placed him in my warm mouth and took him a little deeper. I wanted him to enjoy discovering my little talent. I knew I could deep throat most guys and with his size, I was confident I could. I hoped he would like it. I went incrementally deeper with each downward motion. Which I hoped he was enjoying. I took my time, but I eventually reached a point where he was completely inside my mouth. I felt my nose hit his pelvis and I heard him moan. I kept him deep inside me until I had to get back up for some air. But I didn't stop to look up at him, I just dove back, slowly taking him in my mouth. "Amazing…" he whispered. I felt a spike of joy and arousal at his praise. I had always gotten good comments on my blowjobs, but I always figured it was because I was so happy to give them. Most guys I dated or fucked just seemed so happy I was willing to do it. But I knew his comment wasn't because of something like that. "And here I was thinking that maybe…" he said slowly. "I would implant some sort of suggestion that made you train… So you could take all of me…" I waited until my upward motion took my mouth off his cock before I answered. "That would have been a good idea…" I said as I licked his shaft. "But unnecessary…" I licked all around his helm again and looked up at him. His smile hadn't changed. Still so… Confident… "It also seems that another of your ideas won't really work…" he said. "Oh?" I said between slow licks. "Which one?" "One that gave you an intense desire to suck my cock…" "Really?" I said, stroking him. "I told you about that?" "You did… Among others… I admit they were sort of a… Green light…" "How so…" I said as I licked him from bottom to top. "I always found you attractive… But I had never thought of pursuing things further… Now I know I can." "I see…" I said as I sucked his cock head a little. "What else did I tell you?" "Plenty… But I think I have the perfect reward in mind…" "Oh?" I said, stroking him. "Can I know what it is?" "You'll see…" he said with a wicked smile. "Wakeful Avocados…" I felt my mind drain away and my hands almost stopped stroking him. I was looking in his eyes and I was fascinated. Nothing else seemed to matter. I watched him put his hand behind the sofa. He pulled out an object I knew well. It was a collar I had bought a few years ago. I would have questioned why he knew about it, but I didn't care. He calmly lifted my head up and placed the collar around my neck. I felt him clasp it shut and he took my head in his hands. "My dear Myra… I also have a secret to tell you… Would you like that? To hear my secret?" "Yees…" "But before I tell you, I want you to know that I know something about you. Something you entrusted me to keep secret. You know you can trust me correct?" "Yes… I can… Trust you…" "You told me about how good you felt when you feel submissive… Docile…" I barely wondered why I told him that, but I dismissed it. I trusted Josh and that was all that mattered. "The reason I'm telling you is because I felt so happy when you admitted it. I trust you completely and I feel I can tell you my secret. What do you think? Can I trust you with my secret?" "Yes… You can… Trust me…" "I know… I do… We trust each other… So here is my secret… I crave to dominate… To be in control…" That was good. He was my guide. He leads me to such wonderful places. I trust Josh. He spoke the truth. I was happy he liked doing it. Maybe that was why he was such a good guide. "How good it is that we feel this way… Isn't it?" "Yes…" "Can you feel your collar around your neck?" "Yees…" "Does it feel good?" "Oh yess…" "You told me where I could find it… You told me I could take it… Why was that?" I thought about it and I immediately thought about my fantasy. "Because… I hoped… You would… Like it on me… I hoped… You would like… To take control…" "That's right… And now you know my secret… Are you happy I took your collar?" "Oh yess…" "Do you know why I placed it around your neck?" "Because…" I said as I thought about it. "You want to… Control me…" "And how does that make you feel?" I knew that answer instantly. "Horny…" "I know it does… So… Is it ok for me to place this collar around your neck?" "Oh yesss…" "Good girl Myra…" he said. "Now you should know that this collar is very special now… I was able to use the flame… Your flame… To change it… It is very special now… Can you feel it? Can you feel the flame inside the collar? Wrapping around your neck?" I felt the leather constrict my skin. And as I concentrated on the feeling, I did feel a little heat emanating from it. He was right, the flame was inside the collar. "Yees…" "Remember how the flame can build and absorb your thoughts? It can do so for me too… I am the guide, I can also send my thoughts and have the flame build on them… That is what I did. I spent some time with the candle and your collar. Just so I could place part of the flame inside it. You can feel it now can you?" "Yeesss…" "So warm… So nice… So… Constricting… You can feel the leather wrap tightly around your lovely neck… Binding you… Can you feel it?" "Oh yess…" "How does it make you feel?" "Horny… Submissive… Docile…" "Exactly… Do you want to know what I built in the flame… The flame that is now around your neck?" "Yes…" "The flame will never leave you… Even if you remove your collar, you will still feel as if you still have it wrapped tightly around your neck… You'll be able to feel it all day… The soft leather on your skin… The heat of the flame… Making you feel submissive… Docile… Obedient… Would you like that? Would you like to feel that way even if the collar is removed?" "Ooh yess…" "And you can… The collar will be permanent around your neck… And you will feel it there… Even if it isn't… Especially if you are thinking about it… About me… But it will only bind you if you choose to let it. Would you like that? To be able to feel it more keenly… Binding you to it…" "Yesss." "I built things in the flame so you could… You simply have to say 'I submit' and the flame will come alive… You feel it so keenly around your neck… Binding you… Making you docile… Obedient… To me… You'll feel as if your collar is making you obey… Making you submit… But it won't be forever… That feeling will last only if you let it… You can always release it and feel free of it… Would you like that? Would you like to be able to release the feeling of the invisible collar around your neck?" I had to think about that. Part of me wanted to say no. That it would be so much more fun if I couldn't, but part of my mind knew that I shouldn't. I trusted Josh, if he offered it to me, I would accept. I had to, he was always right. "Yess." I finally said. "And it is simple… You can always release that sweet feeling… You simply have to say 'collar release' and the feeling will slowly subside… You will still feel it there around your neck, but you won't feel it bind you… You won't feel docile and obedient… You'll be free… You'll be your normal self." I was so happy he had spent so much time building that into the flame I felt in the collar. He was such a sweet man. Thinking of my needs like that… "So how about it Myra? Would you like to experience the collar? Would you like to feel the flames make it real for you?" "Oh yess…" I said instantly. "You only need to say the following words… But it will only work once you are awake… Are you ready? Do you wish to know the words to activate your collar and its triggers?" "Oh yess…" "The words are : I submit to Joshua Alexander Smith. Repeat them please." "I submit to Joshua Alexander Smith." "Excellent… I am so happy we could share our secrets like this. What about you? Are you happy?" "Oh yes…" "Excellent… Avocados can wake up." Mind sped up and I looked down at my hand, still holding his shaft. My other hand went to my neck and felt the collar. "You… knew?" I asked. "Ever since you told me about your other triggers. But I wanted you to be ready." "That was nice of you…" I said as I started to move my hand slowly. "I can't believe I told you about all that." "You did. To my great delight…" "So… You want me to submit to you…" I said with a smile as I tentatively licked his helm. "If I remember correctly." "I do." he said with the same intensity I saw before. "But only if you want to." "It certainly would be tempting…" I said as I thought about feeling this collar all day at work. "I feel I should warn you…" he said as he took my chin in his fingers. "If you do submit… I'll be assuming I can explore this side of you… As well as explore my own… And since I know all about your appetites… You should know that I have one other thing I wish to explore…" "Oh?" I said as my heart raced. "I want to explore bondage… If you submit, I promise to always indulge your kink for hypnosis… Yes… You told me about it and I'll use it… Make you do things… Feel things… But if you submit… I'll also tie you up… Bind you… Make you experience things… Make you obey…" "Oh god…" I said as I pictured myself at his mercy. "You've made me realize how much I want this… How much I wish to control… It will be our little secret…" I felt his cock throb in my hand. He was serious. He was getting off on the thought of it all. Of claiming me… I couldn't help but wonder what his imagination would make me do. God I wanted to submit. I already felt so submissive as I knelt there… Stroking his cock… He had become so commanding… That was the change I saw earlier. He was taking charge and asking me to give myself to him. He wanted me. "But it is your choice Myra. I won't force you. That is the reward I choose. So what will it be?" He still held my chin and I was forced to look into his eyes. I felt like I could lose myself in them. Like I would fall into them… I never knew Josh to be so… Commanding… But then again, he probably didn't suspect I was so submissive… He had managed to pull it out of me with a few sessions. I pictured myself… Losing control of my mind as I told him everything… All my dirty desires… I imagined him getting excited as he listened. He was looking at me. Waiting for my answer. I had to remember I could refuse… But I didn't want to… I wanted to submit and explore this with him. He could have made me feel the collar without me having a choice in the matter. But he left the choice to me. He was waiting… I had to give him an answer. Choice 10 A – Myra will submit, but only under one condition: that he promises to offer her at least one suggestion a week. One she will choose for herself, like the orgasm denial. B – Myra wants to say the words, but holds back. She thinks things are getting too heavy too fast. She still wants to fuck him, so she doesn't say anything and just starts to suck again. C – Myra can't believe he is offering her to fulfill all her wildest fantasies. She admires the respect he has shown and truly trusts him. She can't think of a better type of man to take control of her. She smiles and says: "I submit to Joshua Alexander Smith." D – Myra asks if she can wait until Sunday night to answer. She tells him she will act as if the collar was active until then. Just to get a feel for it. She promises that by Sunday night, she will give him a final answer. E – Myra wants to go all in and says she will gladly submit, but he needs to change one thing about the collar suggestion. She tells him to modify it so that he must be the one to release her from the collar. She wants him to be in total control. Choice... Chosen by my helpful follower... Is C! I smiled as I felt the weight of what he was asking me to do. For a brief moment, I felt my eyes sting, threatening to betray me and spoil this perfect moment. I marshaled my will and pushed the feelings down. It wouldn't do to get all teary while he offered me such a wonderful gift. "Well…" I whispered. "You aren't greedy at all are you? I mean… You are basically claiming all of me as a reward… Not just a silly old trigger…" "I am." he said confidently. "What is a girl to do?" I said smiling as I stroked his cock. "What would you think of me if I were to go back on my word? I did say anything after all…" I felt my heart race as I trailed off. "You did." he said, still looking at me with those intense eyes. I felt like clay in his powerful hands. He barely touched my chin, but I felt those two fingers could lift me up. Make me soar… I took a deep breath and felt my mind calm down. I wanted this. He knew it. I knew it. All that was left was to say the words… "I submit to Joshua Alexander Smith." I whispered. I didn't know what to expect. Was I going to feel a rush of mindless obedience? Was I going to bow my head and start reciting mantras of servitude? Was my vision of him about to change in a way that I would look to him as if he was a god among men? Nothing of that happened. I smiled as I realized it didn't have to. I knew I would do whatever he asked of me. All my life I felt off… Adrift in the world… Like I didn't have a direction… A goal… But I have one now. I had finally found a foothold. A solid foundation I could stand on. I felt calm. Grounded. And excited. I watched his eyes and I could tell he was pleased. Happy. He nodded once and released my chin. I didn't move and just looked at him. My hand went up and down his shaft with care. Tenderly… I knew he wasn't in any hurry. "You need to know that you are not yet triggered by your collar…" he said. "So everything you are feeling now is still very much you…" Oh god… He was right. I had to simply say the 2 words if I wanted to trigger it. Somehow, I thought that since they were included in my submission… I thought I would be triggered. "So first choice… We continue like this and I will ask you to strip for me. You keep your collar on and I will ask you to masturbate for me again. I want you to fixate your pleasure on the flame. I will play with your body as you do… Helping you keep the orgasm at bay… If we want to be able to trigger your block properly, we need to train you…" Oh god… "And…" I said as I licked my lips. "The second choice?" "You trigger your collar… I take it off so you realize what you will feel every moment of every day… Like an affirmation of your submission to me. You'll then fall into your docile little self. You'll be able to feel just how much you can't disobey me. If you do this, we are going to go into your bedroom and I'll make you stand at the edge of your bed. I'll tie your ankles to the legs so they are nice and spread out. I will then order you to pleasure yourself… But I will also order you to hurt yourself… Nothing much…" he said as he reached behind the sofa. I gasped as I saw what he pulled out. They were clamps… Nipple clamps… I knew them for what they were because I had shopped for them. I never bought some, but it seems he had. "I'll order you to put them on every time you are about to orgasm. This training will help you block your own orgasm…" "Oh fuck…" I whispered as I felt his cock twitch. "And you should also know… In both cases… I'll only fuck you if I can see that you won't cum while I do. If you can't prove to me that you can keep it at bay, I'll use your mouth. In the first scenario… I might put you in a trance and give you an overwhelming urge… In the second scenario, I'll simply order you." I bit my lip as I felt my excitement grow. "Regardless of your choice, you won't cum tonight. If you can be a good girl, that is…" "W…" I said swallowing. "What happens if I can't catch it in time?" "You might just find yourself with more than a collar while you go to work on Monday… You might still feel the clamps on your nipples… Or maybe I'll just tie you to the bed with a vibrator and have you cum until you fall asleep. Or both… Or none…" "Fuck…" I said as I looked at him in awe. He had thought of this way before tonight. He was looking forward to this. As much as I was… I felt the emotion rise again, but I hurried and pushed it down. Who would have thought Josh was like this? Maybe I did… I hoped… "You have to make a choice, Myra. Your last choice of the night…" Choice 11 A – Myra doesn't trigger herself and keeps the collar. She wants to prove to him how devoted she can be without it. B – Myra triggers herself. She is so curious to feel the power of his suggestion. She wants to feel compelled to obey him. C – Myra forfeits her choice and asks Josh to choose for her. Choice... Chosen by my helpful follower... Is C! My hand went up and down his shaft and I mused about my options. I craved to be back in my sweet wakeful trance again, but my submissive side was also eager to explore the new side I was seeing in Josh. He liked bondage… Control… I always found bondage exciting, but I liked hypnosis even more. Both choices sounded so erotic… I wanted both. I wanted it all… But then again… I had just submitted to him. Offering him my will to do with as he pleased. In a way, I had given up the right to choose. God that thought made me wet. You know in movies or cartoons, you sometimes see an angel and a devil on a person's shoulders? Guiding them in their moral choices? Well I felt I had something a little different. I had 2 little devils. One was whispering erotic thoughts about hypnosis and mind control. While the other was whispering delicious thoughts about submission. Both seemed really excited that I actually gave myself to Josh. And I completely agreed with both. I smiled. "I feel like this is just the beginning." I said. "And I like it…" I gently kissed his cock head while I looked into his eyes. He twitched. "Let's start things properly…" I said as I took a slow lick, watching his reaction. "I forfeit my choice…" I whispered as my lips caressed his cock. "I'm your reward after all…" His cock twitched hard in my hand. I licked him as slowly as I could, making sure he could feel the softness of my lips as well as the warmth of my tongue. He looked at me and for a moment, I thought I had been wrong. He was in charge and he asked me to choose. Maybe I erred in forfeiting my choice… But somehow, I felt like he was just confirming things for himself. If this was his first time indulging his dominant side, he may still be afraid to impose on me. No… Not afraid… That was not the emotion I was getting from him. He was still looking for consent. His choices made it clear he understood I really wanted this, but part of him was still holding back. Making sure he was leading me somewhere I wished to explore. I smiled as I sucked him tenderly. It turned me on that he respected me like that. He will learn… Just as I will learn. He smiled as he extended his hand and placed it on my head. "My reward…" he whispered. "I guess you are right…" He looked at me and his smile disappeared. "I will let this slide for tonight…" he said sternly. "But next time I ask you a question, you will answer. Promptly and truthfully. Understood?" "Hmmm… Yes…" I said as I felt his voice tickle the strings in my heart. "Yes Sir." he corrected. Oh god… "Yes Sir." I said as my lips caressed his cock. "Good girl..." he said as he patted my head. If I saw doubt before, I didn't see it anymore. His smile was predatory. Lustful… Confident… He understood what my choice meant. Even if he was stern, I could see he saw that I wasn't trying to disobey by not answering. I was simply giving him permission. Giving him the reins. "Change of plans then…" he said. "Stand up." I kissed his cock one last time and I got up. "Drop your pants…" he said as he stroked himself slowly. I started to pull them down, but his stern eyes told me I was going too fast. I slowed down and he smiled. I bent down low and came face to face with his cock. I couldn't resist and gave it another kiss. He twitched at my attention. I got my pants off my ankles and stood back up. "Beautiful…" he commented. I blushed. I stood there as he stroked himself. His eyes went over every inch of my body and I felt hot shivers as I imagined I could feel his eyes on my skin, caressing their way down… "Light the candle and place it on the coffee table directly behind you." he said. Oh god… He was going to make me edge… I was so excited! I picked up the matchbox and lit the candle. The aroma filled the living room once more and I turned to look at him. "Turn and look at the candle… As you do… Remove your panties…" My eyes lingered at his erect cock and I followed his hand as he slowly stroked. I felt I could have gone under just by looking at his slow motion. I bit my lip and turned around slowly. I was between him and the candle. I looked at the flame and I immediately felt it capture my mind. That flame was so… Relaxing… Yet… Full of incredible power… My hands slowly grabbed the sides of my panties and pulled them down. I was slow… Deliberate… I could feel my panties stick to my pussy. They had soaked up all my arousal. They were so damp… They fell to the floor and I moved my feet to get them free. "Excellent…" I heard him say. "Now bend forward and show me how much pleasure you are feeling…" I swallowed. My eyes never looked away from the flame as I bent forward. My hand went between my legs and I immediately felt how wet I was. I rubbed my outer lips before my fingers spread them, covering my fingers with my juices. I didn't move. I just stared and kept my lips apart. I felt embarrassed. Aroused… Shameful… A while mix of emotions were cascading in my head as I tried not to move. He was probably examining my ass… My pussy… I couldn't help but wonder if he liked what he saw. "This is what is going to happen…" he said as I felt one of his hands caress my ass. "You will start to pleasure yourself… Imagining you are sending all that pleasure to the flame in front of you… Like before… You will stop yourself before you cum and say 'out'… Do you understand?" "Yes…" I whispered, already feeling a little fuzzy as I imagined the flame was hypnotizing me. "Yes Sir." he corrected. "Yes Sir!" I quickly said. "I know you are very excited right now… But I want you to do this… Over and over… Letting your mind go into the flame with each edge you reach… Do you understand?" "Yes Sir." I whispered. "The goal is to get your aroused little body under control. And you will get it under control. Isn't that right?" "Yes Sir." "At one point, you will know you have gained a hand over your pleasure. You will feel ready…. Once you do, you will take the candle in one hand before you back up and sit down on my cock…" Oh god… "Still looking deeply into the flame. You will fuck yourself on my cock while still pleasuring yourself with your free hand…" Oh fuck… "Only you will know when you are ready to do so. You will still send all that pleasure to the flame, helping it build the orgasm higher and higher. But you will stop yourself before you ever reach it. Again and again…" Fuck… "You will fuck me like that until I cum. Without cumming yourself… You must not cum." he said sternly. Fuck fuck fuck… "Begin." he simply said. My hand trembled as it started to reach for my pussy. My fingers found my clit and gently rubbed it. He was really going to make me block my orgasm… I would lose it… He would control it… That thought made me so horny I had to stop myself as I felt the pleasure suddenly spike. "Out…" I whispered as I imagined the flame sucking up all my pleasure, helping me get it under control. "Seems I was right. Your little body is too aroused right now… But we will fix that. Again." I waited for the wave to subside a little before my fingers started to play again. "Keep concentrating on the flame… Let it fill your mind… Let it calm you… You know it holds the power to make you relax… Make you travel to your special place… But we are not going there… Not now..." I played with my inner lips and rubbed my hood, feeling the delicious pressure on my clit. "Feel the flame absorb your pleasure… Building on it… You can only see the flame…" he said in his soft voice. His voice was almost enough to make me cum again. Such a hypnotic voice… "Out…" I whispered as I felt my pleasure drain away towards the flame. I climbed again and again. Whispering my little release each time I felt I was about to cum. Every time I reached the edge. It was getting easier and easier. I felt like I could see my pleasure as a scale. Making it grow until I reached the absolute limit, then letting it fall down to almost zero. But with each time, I felt less and less. It took longer for me to reach the limit again. I felt I was getting in a pleasant haze as I saw my pleasure subside and build… Subside and build… I reached a point where I felt the pleasure build, but I wasn't feeling like I was going to cum at all… Like the flame was the only thing that held the possibility of an orgasm. I felt I was ready. I picked up the candle slowly. I felt slow… Relaxed… I moved back and I felt his hands gently push my legs apart. I moved back and felt his legs between mine. He was my guide. I trusted him completely… He guided me down and his cock found my soaked entrance with ease. The moment it did, I felt a spike of pleasure that threatened to destroy the balance I had reached. "Out…" I whispered. I stopped myself until I felt the flame soak up the sudden pleasure. His hands didn't try to push me down on himself and just helped me stay in place as the pleasure subsided. Once it had, I slowly let my body descend on his manhood. I stopped about half way as I felt him start to stretch me in the most delicious way. The pleasure spiked again and I almost lost hold of it. I stared hard into the flame and almost begged it to take my pleasure away. I breathed hard as I slowly gained control over the sudden spike. Once I calmed down enough, I let myself sink all the way down his cock. As my ass settled on his hips, I heard him moan and the spike of pleasure that erupted inside me almost made me cum. He felt so hard inside me. So deep… So perfect… My eager pussy was so hungry for him. I almost felt it quiver with anticipation. Like a runaway train, I felt the pleasure climb as I felt his cock twitch with need inside me. The pleasure was having a mind of its own. Like a raging bull trying to break free of its cage. I couldn't stop it! I had wanted to fuck him so much! Now he was so deep inside me… Making me submit to him… I couldn't hold back… A thought popped in my head… The pleasure was about to overflow… "Out.. Out… OUT!" I said as I blew out the flame in front of my eyes, begging it to take the orgasm away. As the flame blew out, I felt a shiver run down my body and the pleasure drained away. My breath slowed down as I looked at the smoke dance in front of my eyes. "Good girl…" he said. "Now light it again." I swallowed hard as I felt the heat in my veins. I bent forward to grab the matchbox. My hands were trembling with the effort, but I managed to get a match lit and transferred the flame to the candle. I felt oddly calm… It worked. I didn't cum. "Stare at the flame and start to move." he said. I was feeling so delicious. I had never managed to prevent such a powerful orgasm before. It left me feeling… Hot… Calm… Needy… Yet… Docile… Happy… I had edged before and had reached a few exquisite denials, but this was much more powerful… My free hand went to my clit and lightly rubbed it. It was so sensitive… I moved up slowly and I felt every inch of his cock. Then down… Then up… I went slowly… Deliberately… I didn't want to blow out the candle again. Instead of trying to feel the pleasure, I decided to try and really send it all to the flame. Like the flame was preventing me from building on my pleasure. It worked at first… I felt mild pleasure as I imagined how the flame was helping me. Making me feel numb… If only a little… Like it was grabbing up any excess pleasure that would lead to an orgasm. I could manage that… I moved a little faster, but not by much. The mild pleasure grew a little, but I still had a handle on it. My fingers pressed a little harder on my clit as my hips started to gyrate a little, making his cock find new angles inside my love tunnel. His hands started to caress my sides and it sent thrills of pleasure that made me waver. His hands reached my tits and he gently massaged them as I moved on his cock. Such a wonderful cock… I chased away the thought as I concentrated on the flame. Which was getting harder and harder… His fingers found my erect nipples and played with them a little, sending more pleasure in my veins. "Out…" I whispered as I stopped moving. He took the cue and didn't move his hands until I started to move again. As soon as I did, he pinched my left nipple pretty hard. I was expecting it to hurt, which it did, but my body was overflowing with delicious endorphins. I also felt a small spike of pleasure. A pleasure I knew well… I didn't do it often, but I liked to pinch my nipples when I masturbated. Not always, but sometimes… He pinched my other nipple and I moaned as I felt my pussy clench down on his cock. It rarely happened, but I could sometimes feel my inner muscle work to make myself tighter. It made me feel his cock a lot more. I had to stop myself again… "Out…" I breathed as I looked in the flame. My mind was reaching a place where I could almost see my pleasure leave my body to enter the flame. Once it was under control, I moved again and his hands finally released my nipples. They caressed my back and ended on my hips, helping me move along his shaft. Again and again I moved and stopped. Moved and stopped… Somewhere deep within, I was happy I wasn't reaching a place where I had to blow out the candle again. That changed when I felt his hands grasp my hips hard as he pulled me down on his cock. I was fully impaled as I felt him spasm hard. He was cumming… That realization sent a whole new wave of pleasure crashing inside my veins. I was already feeling so hot and tingly that I knew I wouldn't be able to hold the pleasure back. As I felt his seed fill me up so very deep inside, I screamed out a moan. "OUT!" I said as I blew the candle out and bit my lip. I felt the wave of pleasure, like a tidal wave, gathering strength and momentum and I was in tears as I begged the flame to make it go away. Part of me was fighting this. Fighting to feel the sweet release. Inviting the wave to crash through me and destroy my mind with pleasure. But I didn't want to! I had to resist! I fought against it and for a split second, I felt like I was swimming against the current. His cock… The fuck… The edging… The trance… Everything was working against me! But as I saw the flame go out, something in my mind flipped and I felt the wave subside. Draining away… All that was left was the pleasure… Not the release… Just the pleasure… My mind was a wreck as I tried to catch my breath. "That was amazing…" he commented. I looked back over my shoulder and smiled weakly. "I'm very proud of you for being able to obey and prevent yourself from cumming. Good girl." I felt all warm and tingly again, but it was almost like a post orgasmic euphoria. I had never felt this before. To be so close to the edge… Without crossing over… It didn't feel like I expected… My whole body was pushing me to cum. Almost forcing me to experience the release. But I fought it off… Thanks to the candle… Thanks to him… He looked at me and something about his eyes was different. They were shining somehow. He really was proud… It made me feel so good… So happy… This had probably been one of the most intense experiences of my life and I was glad it was just the beginning. I watched him put his head back on the sofa as his fingers idly caressed my ass. He was enjoying the bliss I had just denied myself. He had taken his pleasure from me… I suddenly realized it was our first fuck. I somehow thought it would have been a little less intense. No… Not less intense… Heated… Sweaty… Indulging our lust… But this… This was so much better… I watched him relax and wondered what I should do. I still felt incredibly horny. Was he the type to cool down and stop after he came? Or was he up for more? I certainly was… What would he expect me to do now? Choice 12 A – Myra decides to help him relax and moves off him. She kneels between his legs and starts to tenderly clean his manhood with her tongue and mouth. B – Myra moves her hips a little, feeling his deflating cock slowly move out of her pussy. She stands up and cups her hand between her legs. She slowly dips her finger in her opening, making sure to get some of their juices, and lifts her finger to her lips. "What now… Master…" she says as she sucked her finger dry. C – She stays where she is as she feels him slowly deflate. Not sure if she should move. He didn't really specify if she should stop once he came… So she decides to light the candle again and starts to masturbate while he recovers. Final choice... Chosen by my helpful follower... Is A! I push myself off him slowly, feeling his softening cock slip out. My legs are aching from the strain of the fuck, but I dismiss them. I turned and noticed his head had come back up. He was looking at me curiously. Probably trying to gauge my reaction. I smiled as I knelt, pushing his legs open. I can see a question in his eyes, but I don't say a word and gently take his manhood in my hand. Like I was handling a precious and delicate artifact, I lift it so my tongue can lick his tip. I feel him flinch, but he doesn't move away. I kiss it tenderly as I keep looking in his eyes.
His surprise pleased me. I bet he never had a girl do this for him. I, on the other hand, had done this a few times before. Half the time, if I was patient enough, I could get the guy to rise for another round. But now… With Josh… I just wanted to clean him… Submit to him… Show him how good a girl I could be… I wondered briefly why I was doing this. He certainly didn't ask me to… Maybe it was because I felt incredibly horny. Incredibly submissive… I didn't cum, but I didn't care. Somehow… I felt so much better. Instead of the sweet satisfaction coursing through my veins after an orgasm, I felt like my whole body was alive with arousal. Not just my tingly pussy… My skin was hot… Sensitive… Just holding his cock in my hands somehow felt incredibly erotic. Pleasant… Why didn't I edge like this before? I always gave in eventually… I never reached this intensity… Of course, as I licked his cock, I hoped he would get hard again. Part of me hoped he would pull me up by my hair and throw me on the sofa with my ass sticking up. Plunge his cock in my needy pussy and pound me into another submission… Force me to cum with his powerful thrusts… I almost felt myself dripping from the image. But another part of me was feeling so very docile… He didn't want me to cum. So I wouldn't. I felt like I was finally being myself. And from the small smile I saw on his face, he was enjoying what I was. My kink somehow went hand in hand with his. I wondered if he felt the same… "I never knew you had this naughty little girl hidden away inside you…" he said softly. "I never knew you felt so… Dominant…" I returned. "Seems there is a lot we don’t know…" he said as he took my head in his hands, making me stop my ministrations. "But I'm eager to explore it with you." I could only nod. I felt so soft and pliable in his strong hands. I imagined he could make his fingers penetrate my skull and massage my will away… Like he was sculpting a piece of clay… Changing it so I would be perfect in his eyes… "It's getting late… Why don't we move this to your bedroom?" I nodded. I moved so we could get up. He grabbed the ring on my collar and pulled me to him. Our lips met and I melted in his embrace. I felt the embers of my pleasure flare inside my loins as his hands harshly grabbed my ass. His touch was so perfect… He wasn't timid or gentle… He was grasping my ass like it was his… Which… I thought with delight… It was… We moved to the bedroom and he pushed me back on the bed. I almost giggled as I moved up the bed so I could lie down properly. He just stood at the edge of my bed and looked at me. I saw embers of lust in his eyes… His cock was spent but he still wanted me… One of my hands reached for my pussy while the other squeezed my tit as I squirmed on the sheets. He was only staring and smiling, but his eyes conveyed such authority. He wasn't going to be shy about it anymore. I could see it… Feel it… And it made me wild with arousal… "Did I say you could masturbate?" he asked sternly. My hand immediately moved and grabbed my other tit. "No…" I said, then remembering. "No Sir, you did not." He just looked at me for a moment before going to one of my drawers. With a little trepidation, I realized he was going straight for my sex drawer! He bent down and opened it. He looked at my panties and smiled. He reached in and pulled on the false bottom. I had hidden my toys underneath my panties, thinking that most would close the drawer once they saw my underwear. He had me tell him about that? Oh god… I watched him pull out a set of cuffs. The set that went with... My collar! Of course he knew about my hidden drawer! My collar had been there after all! He looked back at me and smiled. He came back and sat next to my head. "Now for another step in your training…" he said as he casually placed one cuff on my right wrist. "This will be very hard for you…" he said as he placed the other on my left wrist. "Place your hands above your head." Fuck… What did he have in mind? I obeyed and watched him as he placed my hand between the bars of my head rest. I smiled. I had done this before… He secured the cuffs together, making it impossible for me to pull my arms down. He looked at me and smiled. "Now… Close your eyes and picture your special candle…" I bit my lip as I complied. I took a deep breath and tried to push down my excitement. I thought I would have trouble picturing anything else but his cock, but I was wrong. I could see the candle and the flame almost as if they were there in front of me. "Can you picture it?" he said. "Yes Sir…" I whispered. "Good… Now take long deep breaths and imagine yourself concentrating on it… As if it was in front of you…" I did. I calmed down and took long slow breaths. I felt him get back up and I wanted to open my eyes to look, but I didn't. I continued to relax and picture the lit candle. I idly wondered what he would make me do next. I concentrated on the imagery candle and breathed slowly. I could almost feel the heat of the flame close to my face. So real… "Wakeful Avocados…" he suddenly whispered from the foot of the bed. My mind drained away… No… Everything else faded away… I didn't feel the bed beneath me… I didn't feel the constricting cuffs around my wrists… Everything fell away and I was left with the candle in my mind. It became brighter as I settled into the new absence of feeling. "Good girl…" I heard his voice echo around me. "Can you still see the candle in your mind?" "Yes…" "Very good…" his soft voice said. "Feel how strong it is in your mind… How hot it is… Can you feel it?" "Oh Yes…" "Very good…" he said. I felt like his voice had a new note to it. Like it almost poured into my ears from everywhere… Drowning my mind in soft comfort… "Feel how much stronger it is now… You've been slowly tuning your mind to this special flame… Making it yours… The real candle in the living room is just a simple candle… A way to make you see the flame inside your mind… Can you feel the truth behind my words?" He was right. I could see the flame in my mind and it was almost bigger than the real thing. Yes… it was bigger… Stronger… Hotter… It was my flame… My gateway… "Yes…" "Very good…" he said. "I am here to guide you… You trust me to guide you… Don't you?" "Oh yes…" I said. "Guide me Sir…" I then whispered. "I will…" he said. "I'm here to tell you that the flame… Your flame… Is here to help you realize your deepest desires… Would you like that? Would you like the flame to help you?" "Oh yes…" "And it will… But it can't help you unless you help yourself… Can you do that? Can you help the flame make your desires come true?" "Yes…" "We've trained you to block your orgasm by sending all your pleasure to the flame… Letting it soak up all the wonderful feelings your body can experience… Has it been doing a good job so far?" "Oh yes… So much pleasure…" "Yes… But you are still in control… The flame is only helping you… But the flame could be… In control… Would you like that? Would you like the flame to be in control?" "Oh yess…." I moaned. "One last thing remains… But it will be hard… Are you willing to go through the last step? Even if it will be hard?" "Yess…" "Excellent… You've been so good… Making yourself reach the edge… But it is time to see if you can handle something more… Do you think you are ready?" "More… Maybe… I'm not sure…" "We will have to see… I believe you are ready… But only you can prove it… To me… And to yourself…" My mind felt so light and relaxed, but I could feel a sliver of trepidation… Anticipation… It made me curious. "I'm here to guide and help you… Just as the flame is in your mind to help you… We will both help you reach your goal… The first thing I'll do will be to tie your legs down… Spread them… I'm not doing this to trap you… I'm doing this to help you… I know how hard it will be for you… But I want you to succeed… I know you'll cave and try to stop it… Stop me… So I'll tie your legs… Just so you can't squirm away… Is that ok? Can I tie your legs?" I barely had to think about it. I started to see where he was going with this. He was right… I would try to move away… "Yes…" "Excellent… I've brought some rope with me…" he said as he gently took my right ankle and lifted it up. "Can you feel it? I'm wrapping it below your knee…" I did. It was a thick rope… Harsh on my skin… "I'm wrapping tight… VERY tight… Moving down your calf muscle… Can you feel it? Can you feel each coil as I move down your leg?" I felt my leg move up and down as he wrapped the rope around and around. "Yes…" "All the way down to your ankle… Can you feel how tight it is on your skin? It needs to be if it will hold you down… Spreading its grip all along your calf muscle… Can you feel it?" "Yes…" "Now I'm going to use a very special knot… It's a constrictor knot… The more you will pull on your leg, the tighter it will get… Making the rope wrap ever tighter around your leg… There… All done… Pull on your leg so I know the knot works correctly…" I already felt like the bottom part of my leg was snug and tight inside the coils. I pulled lightly and immediately felt the coils grow tighter. I tested again, a little harder, the rope just squeezed my leg that much more. "Excellent… Now I'm tightening the end of the rope to the leg of your bed…" he said as he gently placed my leg down on the mattress. He pulled it until my right leg was spread out wide. "Now I'm going to do the same to your left leg…" he said as he took my left ankle. He went through the same motions and he had me test his knot, which worked deliciously. He pulled my left leg to be able to tie it to the other leg of the bed. I was spread wide and a small part of my brain was aroused at the thought that I was completely open for him. Helpless… "Excellent… Now we are about to play a little game… I'm about to have you wake up, but before I do, I want to tell you the rules of our little game… It will help train you… Make it so you eventually reach your desire… Are you ready to hear the rules?" "Yes…" "The rules are simple… I'm going to pleasure you… Taste you… My goal is to make you cum. I won’t go easy on you. I'm going to pull out all the stops and I won't stop pleasuring you… Even if you beg me to stop… Especially if you beg me to stop… That is my rule… As for your rule… You will try to hold your orgasm at bay… For as long as you can… If you can manage to prevent yourself from cumming… Knowing that I don't wish you to cum… You will be one step closer to your desire…" Oh god… "But if you fail… If you can't resist your own pleasure and cum… You will spend the rest of the night… Tied up in bed… I'll also tie your vibrator to your pussy… I'll make you cum… Again and again… Since you can't resist the orgasm… I'll indulge you and make you cum all… Night… Long… If you fall asleep… I'll wake you up to pleasure you some more… Is that understood?" "Yes…" I said. "Good. Now to give you your trigger… The trigger that will help you… Do you remember it?" "Icy flames…" I said instantly. "Yes… Icy flames…" he said. I still had my eyes closed. Still picturing the candle in my mind. Still picturing the flame. But as I heard him say the words, the flame went out. I would have been surprised, but my mind felt so calm and relaxed. I just registered that it was gone. I tried to picture it again, but I couldn't. Of course I couldn't. It took my orgasm far away. Where I couldn't experience it. "The game will begin… Let's see if you can manage your pleasure without the flame..." Right. I no longer had the flame in my mind. Where would I send my pleasure then? "Avocados can wake up." I felt my mind speed up and I opened my eyes. I looked at the foot of the bed and saw him standing there. "Time to taste you Myra…" he said as he bent and laid down on the bed. Right between my legs… "Oh god…" I said as I looked at my hands. Still cuffed! I looked down at my legs, but couldn't see the rope. What the fuck? His lips kissed my inner thigh and my leg moved in surprise. To my utter shock, it didn't move far! I felt the rope around my calf muscle hold me down. Constricting around my lower leg as I pulled away. "What the fuck?" I said as I looked again. "Where is the rope?" "There is no rope…" he said as he kissed my leg again. "Just a little suggestion…" "Oh fuck…" I said as I placed my head back on the pillow. "You can do that?" "Seems I can…" he said as I felt his hot breath on my sacred lips. "Not surprising really… You are an incredible subject… It will make things easier for me… Now you are helpless… I do hope you fail… I'm looking forward to making you cum all night…" "What? OH FUCK!" I moaned as I felt his tongue flick my clit. "Oh yes… I'm sure the block won't work… Not so soon… You can't really trust in it yet… You'll have to do all the work…" he said as he kissed my hood. "And as much as I would like you to succeed…" he said, licking me slowly. "I can't deny that pleasuring you all night will be so much fun…" "FUCK!" I said as a powerful spike of pleasure erupted inside me. I felt his finger tenderly probe my opening and I bit my lip. I was already so damn horny! This was impossible! I closed my eyes and tried to imagine the flame again. But it was like trying to remember a dream. I knew what it should look like… Or I thought I did… I couldn't seem to recall how it looked! Oh no… No no no… His tongue started to swirl as one finger went inside, curving up in search of my G spot. No no no!!!! "HHHHMMMMM!!!!!" I moaned as I felt wave after wave of pleasure wash over me. I was sinking… But not in a dreamy hypnotic way… I was drowning! The pleasure just kept building and building! "Oh fuck… No… Josh… I mean… SIR!!!" I moaned as his finger touched the perfect spot. "I can't… HHHHmmmmm….." (Kiss) "I know you can't… But I hope you will…" (swirl) "FUCK!!!!" I moaned as his wet tongue assaulted my clit. It was throbbing with need and he was right there to sooth it. No… He was making things so much worse! So deliciously worse… "NO!" I screamed at myself as I shook my head violently. "Out.. OUT! OUT!!!!!" I screamed louder. I was trying to send my pleasure away, like I did before. Send it to the flames. I was hoping I still could. My legs started to shake as I felt the pressure build. I couldn't do it… But I had to! Reflexively, I tried to pull my legs free and prevent him from continuing his assault, but the imaginary ropes around my calves just pulled tighter and kept my legs spread wide. Giving him all the access he needed… No… He was going to make me cum! He wanted me to cum! He wanted to abuse my poor little pussy all night! Making me cum again and again… STUPID!!!! For fucks sake Myra! Don't think about that!!! I was getting delirious… I felt the pleasure reach a point where I knew I was about to lose control… There was simply too much pleasure… Too much stimulation… Too much denial… The simple fact that there weren't even any ropes around my legs to hold me… He was playing with my mind exactly how I wanted him to… Making me feel things that weren't there… Controlling my body… I was helpless… "NNNOOO!!!! OUT!!!! OUT!!!!" I kept screaming. Almost crying… I didn't want to cum… I fought it… I fought so hard… I tried to think about anything else… But my pussy was on fire! Demanding to feel the release… My clit was so hard and needy… I almost couldn't understand why I hadn't cum yet! "sssStopp!!!" I moaned. "PleaSE!!!! SIR!!!!" I moaned. I begged and begged… But he just continued. He licked and kissed and fingered me… It felt so damn good… I couldn't stop him... He was going to make me cum. He told me he would… How could I resist? His tongue went into high gear and his fingers followed. The pleasure was so intense… I felt like I was watching a tsunami… Building up in front of my eyes… How could I ever stop that? I couldn't! It was impossible! My veins were burning with liquid pleasure as he pushed on. Giving me more and more… "AAAAAAAHHHHH!!!!!" I screamed and moaned as I felt it start to crash over. I had failed… The pleasure crested… I felt the start of a massive orgasm… I held my breath as I waited for it to crash over me… Destroy the last of my resistance… But it just stayed there. Right on the edge… Menacing… Pleasure swarmed all over me and I lost track of what he was doing between my legs. My whole body was trembling… My vision narrowed and I looked down. He was looking up in my eyes as he continued to lick me. I felt like I was about to fall… To cum… But I didn't. There was nothing else in the world now. Not Josh… Not the collar around my neck… Not even my bed… Pleasure overtook my body and I could only lie there and be a slave to it. I felt like I had just been drugged… I was swimming in bliss… But it wasn't a release… It was harsher than that… It was almost maddening… I felt the pleasure ram against my nerves, like it wanted to break free. I wanted it to break free… I couldn't hold back anymore… I wanted to cum… "OH FUCK YESSS…" I moaned. "Make me cum Sir… OOHH FUCKK!!!! YES!!! I surrender… I'm too weak… I can't!" I moaned. "Punished me all night!!!" He didn't stop and I gave myself to the pleasure. Welcomed it… I didn't fight it and even encouraged it. I was so weak… The pleasure just… continued… After a while, I started to whine… Why couldn't he make me cum? I whimpered… God I wanted to cum… I couldn't take all the pleasure! It was almost painful… Almost… And then he kissed my clit tenderly as he removed his fingers. What? NO! Don't stop!!! "I think that proves it… Don't you think?" I looked up at his face and he was smiling as he showed me his fingers, soaked with my juices. "I.. No… What's happening?" I asked in a daze as the pleasure slowly subsided. My heart was pounding in my chest. I was covered in sweat as I watched my breasts heave with my labored breathing. "Tell me Myra… Do you like it when men lick you like this?" "Fuck… Yes…" I said as I swallowed, trying to calm myself. "Well either the trigger worked… Or I seem to have forgotten how to pleasure a woman… Tell me Myra… Was I not good enough?" "YES!" I said. "Oh fuck yes… Just a little more… I'll cum for you…" "Oh I think you've had enough… After all…" he said as he flexed his jaw. "I've been pleasuring you for 45 minutes." "WHAT?!?! Impossible…" "Oh yes… Seems the trigger has worked… I was skeptical at first, but now I'm confident. You begged me so much… You would have cum if you could…" "I…" I started to say. But I just looked at him and thought about it. Yes… He was right… I would have… Up until now, I had never felt the edge so keenly… I cum way before I reach that point… Oh fuck… "That means…" I said, but couldn't bring myself to finish my thought. "Yes…" he said as he moved up my body. "It means you can't cum anymore… Not until I guide the flame back to you…" He bent down and kissed me. I was scared. But in a delicious way. He did it! He actually did it! What if he never released it? Oh god… I was getting wet again… His kiss was slow and meaningful. I could taste myself on his lips. I felt his cock poke at my opening and I squirmed my hips so his cock head would find its way. "Please…" I whispered between kisses. "Use me Sir…" He didn't say a word. His cock finally found my opening and barely entered. He stopped kissing me and looked me deep in the eyes. His cock teased my outer lips as he moved his hips in small circles. God I wanted him to impale me… "Your pussy feels so hot… So needy…" he said as he slowly inserted himself inside it. "So… Inviting…" Each inch felt like an eternity! His cock slipped in without any resistance… His eyes were hard now. Confident… Dominating… Like he was daring me to look away… I didn't. I stared right back at him as his cock made its agonizing way up my pussy. I want to move down. Lift my hips… Make him impale me in one sharp thrust… But that's not what he wanted. So I didn't move as he pushed in. A moan escaped my lips as he finally bottomed out. God he felt so good… "You are mine now." he whispered. I didn't have any reservations about his statement. I knew it to be true. I wanted it to be true. And he knew it… "Yes…" I whispered back as I felt his cock flex with need. "I'm all yours… Master…" His cock flexed once more at my last statement. He smiled. For a brief moment, time seemed to stand still as everything felt incredibly perfect. Right… And then he started. He started slowly, pulling out until the tip of his cock was barely inside, then pushing himself all the way in. With each stroke, he went a little faster. My pleasure climbed in rhythm with his speed and by the time he was pounding into me with long strong strokes, I was moaning and screaming. My mind was right back on the edge of madness as the pleasure overloaded my senses. I was pulling hard against my cuffs, wanting to embrace him… Push him deeper inside me… I kicked and pulled against the imaginary ropes holding my legs spread wide. I couldn't break free. I didn't want to break free. My body was going wild! Half of me wanted to break loose and help him take his pleasure while the other half reveled in the bondage he had placed me in. I pulled on my arms to feel the pain in my wrists. I pushed and pulled my legs to feel the constricting coils… I loved it all… I lost track of time as I swam in pleasure, feeling his cock rip into me. His hips slap my waist with ferocity. Power… He wasn't looking to extend his pleasure… Not for my sake… No… He was taking what was his to take. I was delirious with pleasure. I felt like a rag doll… A fuck doll… His fuck doll… Eventually, he slammed hard into me. His body went rigid as his cock swelled inside my pussy. "FUCK!" he moaned as he slammed again. He was cumming… I felt his pleasure release and it was so powerful… I felt my own pleasure mirror his and I felt like I was cumming. But I wasn't… My vision narrowed as my heart pounded, reveling in his orgasm… I could almost taste it on my lips… My delirious mind imagined I could taste his dominance over me… Like a sweet elixir… He caught his breath and collapsed on me, crushing my tits. I was still swimming… Floating… I knew he was heavy, but it was like I didn't feel it. I was feeling too much pleasure to ever feel it… He took his time, letting the bliss envelop him. I managed to catch my breath as the pleasure slowly subsided. "Wakeful Avocados…" he whispered in my ear. I felt my mind slow down. The pleasure left my body and I sank into my wakeful trance. He moved off me and looked in my eyes. He was smiling. He was happy. "The ropes I used on your legs are special…" he said. "They are magical… They are like your collar, filled with your special flame… They follow the guide… You know who the guide is, don't you?" "Yes… You… Are…" "Very good… They can be undone with a simple command… A trigger… When I say it, the ropes lose all shape or form… They disappear… They join the flame… Do you know what this trigger is?" "No…" "Would you like to know?" "Yes…" "This is the trigger: 'The ropes can release my pet.' Can you remember that?" "Yes…" "Good girl…" he said as he reached up and undid my cuffs. "Now feel them disappear as I say the trigger… The ropes can release my pet…" I felt the constricting coils slowly dissolve around my legs. It felt odd… Nice in a way… My skin felt free… Light… He dislodged from me and sat back down on his heels. "Avocados can wake up." he said. I felt my mind speed up again and my eyes looked down at his softening cock. Then back up at him. I couldn't believe his triggers worked so well on me. I had always fantasized that suggestions and triggers could make me do anything, but somehow, I always felt like it was impossible. As I looked at him now, I realized that many of my trigger ideas could come true… He said it was because I was a good subject, but I knew that it was mainly because I was in his talented hands. "So?" he said as he moved and laid down next to me. "How do you like fucking with your orgasm blocked?" "God…" I said as I looked at the ceiling. "It feels… Incredible… When you licked me, I was scared out of my mind that I would cum. That I would fail… But now… I knew I wouldn't… I could just… Let go… At one point, I felt like I was about to explode… But I never did… It's really hard to explain…" "I think I got the picture." he said. "I still feel incredibly horny…" I said as I looked back at him. "I think I've worked hard enough for one night. Don't you think so?" I smiled. "You certainly did…" I turned on my side and traced circles on his chest. "Would my Master mind if his humble slave cleans him?" He just smiled and placed his hands behind his head. I took my cue and kissed his chest. Then his nipple, taking a little nibble before I kissed my way down to his sticky member. He was still half hard. I knew he would be extra sensitive so I took my time. Carefully… Tenderly… I licked and sucked him until he was clean. But I didn't stop there. He didn't move or say anything. So I sucked him slowly… After a little while, I decided to add to his little fantasy… (Lick) "I'm all yours now…" (suck) "Master…" (lick) "I'll do anything you wish…" (suck) "Pleasure you however you like…" (Lick) "How ever you desire…" (Suck) "I'm your slave… Your little fuck doll…" (Lick) "Chain me up…" (suck) "Fuck me…" (Lick) "Make me suck you all day…" (Suck) "I'll do it…" (lick) "I'll obey…" I continued to whisper submissive things as I sucked and licked him slowly… Looking him in the eyes. His cock gave a twitch and started to grow. I didn't let it distract me though and before long, he was at full mast. He had worked so hard for me… It was only natural that I work hard for him. I was attentive and tender. Even when I took him all, I went slow so he could feel his cock slip down my throat. I felt alive in a way I had never really felt before. I had a purpose… Clarity… No… That wasn't true… I had felt an inkling of this before… When I let my submissive side loose and indulged my past lovers. A tingle of what could be… A fraction of what I felt now… Now, I felt delicious all over. It took a while, but I eventually felt his hand take hold of my mane. He lifted all my locks out of the way and held on tight. I felt the roots of my hair being pulled, sending small shots of pain into my skull. It was nothing... At first, he only held my hair and let me use whatever speed I wished. Then he started to guide my efforts. I took it in stride and let him force me. I felt his strong hand impose his desire and I melted inside. I wanted him to use me for his pleasure… I wanted to taste his release… My tongue tried its best to lick and massage the underside of his shaft as he pushed and pulled me. I managed to lick his balls a few times when he held me down. His pace got faster and faster, making my throat bulge with each stroke. I was still flush with pleasure and the discomfort it created was easily managed. In and out… In and out… He started to use his 2 hands to help me move faster. I knew he was about to cum. His body started to tense up and he finally pushed me down as his cock swelled in my throat. He held me for the 2 first shots before letting me go as he moaned. I sucked upwards and caught his last shot in my mouth. I made sure not to swallow it and sucked gently around his cock head. Milking him of his seed… Once I was sure he was done, I looked up at him and showed him my prize. He caught his breath and smiled. "Good girl…" he whispered. I felt hot all over at his praise. I swirled it around, mostly for show, before I swallowed. As I did, I watched his satisfied smile turn wicked. He took my face in his hands and winked at me. What was he up to? "Such a wonderful girl… You've certainly earned a reward…" he said. "Myra's Inferno…" "Nnn… HHHHHMMMMMMMM FFFUUCCCCCKKK!!!!!!" I recognized my trigger as I was about to tell him I didn't need one. That I was happy without it. But it was too late… He held my face tightly as the flame ignited in my mind. No… Not a flame… A blaze… An inferno… I felt my body tense up as the pleasure suddenly erupted everywhere in my body. It had such force! Such ferocity! I was right back in front of the tsunami I had pictured before. But this wave wasn't made of water… It was fire… Hot… Intense… Raw… It took me and my whole body fell over into the release I was denied. I moaned… No… I screamed… I lost myself… The only thing I could register, that somehow kept me grounded, was his hands on my face. That… And the pleasure… It ripped through me with a vengeance. Cascaded on itself as it burned away my surroundings. It was like all my nerve endings suddenly sent one powerful signal: pleasure. Release…. My vision tunneled until I only saw his eyes… His satisfied… Confident eyes… Then nothing… The pleasure carried me away and I lost all trace of where I was. My mind simply shut down. I floated away in a sea of bliss… Nirvana… Did I fall asleep? I was flying in comfort… Like I was lying on a cloud… A perfect place… Images and thoughts floated by… Like dreams… I barely cared… Warmth spread on my cheek. Was it morning? Already? No… I didn't want to leave this perfect place. But the heat turned into brightness and couldn't be ignored. I drifted back down and slowly remembered I had a body. Like slipping back into an outfit, I slowly became aware that I was lying down. My senses came back one by one. First was touch… My skin had felt the warmth of the sun, but I could also feel the sheets. I was covered up… I was lying on my side and… I wasn't alone. I felt my head was lying on something harder than a pillow. Yes… It was a shoulder… I felt the body lying next to me… My leg and arm were draped over him… Yes… It was a man… I knew because my hand was on his chest. I could feel his strong arm encircling me. His hand on my ass under the sheets. Second came my sense of smell. I breathed in his masculine musk and smiled. It had been a while since I woke up next to a man. My latest dalliances were mostly just that. A nice fuck… But we never spent the night. My hearing came next and I could hear the low sounds of the city outside my bedroom window. They seemed so far away… Meaningless… I slowly opened my eyes and saw Josh's sleeping face. He looked so peaceful… I looked at his lips and remembered how he had kissed me… Licked me… How the hell had we never fucked before? I felt so good there, lying in his arms. Safe… Content… I enjoyed the moment and tried my best not to move. I watched his sleeping face and remembered the mind-blowing orgasm he had made me experience. I had never lost myself like that… Was it just because of the hypnosis? Or was it because I was forcing my body to edge? Or both? Regardless… As nice as it was… I felt like there was a finality to it. I remembered how good I had felt before… When my pleasure was coursing through my veins… Making me hot all over… Making me aroused… Docile… I suddenly remembered my collar and its trigger. I could feel it there, around my neck… I still had it on. He had moved me so I could sleep, but he hadn't removed my collar. Or did I trigger myself in my sleep? Was this what it would feel like? I slowly moved my hand to my neck. No… I still had it on. I had submitted to him… In the clarity of the morning sun, I finally realized what those words really meant. I was so horny and excited last night that I couldn't dream of saying anything else. But as I lay there, next to him, I realized I would say them again. Josh… My Master… It had only been one night… What did he have in store for me today? I wonder if he is a morning person… I smiled wickedly as I decided to find out… Comments are closed.
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